Blood Red
It will not last long.
My life will not go any further than this.
As the rain pours from the heavens,
I cry a thousand breaking hearts.
I want to live.
I want to see my nephew grow and create a family.
I want to love again.
I want….
I never dreamed the end would be so near for me.
However, I should have guessed.
This is the story of my life,
Full of regret,
Hatred,
Sadness,
It never was one bit 'happy'
I want….
I close a never happy life full of neediness and sorrow.
Come to me with open arms, and willing to love me.
I want…. To never see the color red again.