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Lithium,
don't want to lock me up inside
Seras
walked into her room and locked the door behind her.
Lithium,
don't want to forget how it feels without…
She
sank to the ground and hugged her knees
Lithium,
I want to stay in love with my sorrow
She
sighed and dragged herself to the wooden table in the middle of the
room. She sighed again. Got up and flopped onto her bed. She didn't
notice the pair of curious red eyes watching a certain fledgling sing
along to a song by one of her favourite bands.
Come
to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't
hide the emptiness you let it show
Alucard
thought to himself 'What emptiness?'
Never
wanted to be so cold
Seras
shivered
Just
didn't drink enough to say you love me
Seras
stared at the packet of blood lying on the table
I
can't hold on to me
Wonder
what's wrong with me
Seras
thought about her humanity and the life she had before coming to this
hellhole her master and others called home
Lithium,
don't want to lock me up inside
Seras
reverted her eyes to the bare walls that surrounded her
Lithium
, don't want to forget how it feels without…
She
stifled a sob as she thought about her choice that night in
Chedder
Lithium,
I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Alucard
watched as a single tear ran down his fledgling's face
Don't
want to let it lay me down this time
Seras
buried her head in her pillow
Drown
my will to fly
'What
is your will, Police Girl?' Alucard thought
Here
in the darkness I know myself
'The
darkness is what I know I'm supposed to be apart of, but I just…
I just can't'
Can't
break free until I let go
Let
me go
'That's
what master always says. Let your human self go. Let yourself
go…'
Darling,
I forgive you after all
Anything
is better than to be alone
And
in the end I guess I had to fall
Find
my place amongst the ashes
'And
find my place amongst the true nosferatus.'
I
can't hold on to me
Wonder
what's wrong with me
Seras
quietly started to cry
Lithium,
don't want to lock me up inside
Her
breaths became shorter
Lithium,
don't to forget how it feels without…
The
tears were now streaming down her face
Lithium,
… stay in love with my sorrow
A
pair of snake-like arms slithered around her waist
Seras turned to
face her master, who, for once had an understanding look on his
face
Seras sank her into her master's arms
I'm
gonna let it go