Prologue

This is my first fanfic so don't be too brutal on me.

These characters in no way belong to me, i just want to mess with them.


I didn't like my life. Past tense. Didn't. Throughout a large stretch of my life it was unbearable, but as time went on I managed to make it through a day without remembering. Of course there were and still are days where it brings me to tears. But now I can deal with it. Somehow in my messed up life I find reasons to make me smile and laugh and its all thanks to one thing. That one thing altered my life in defining and monumental ways.

Edward, he was the one who helped lighten my dark ways. Without him and the help of my old friends I wouldn't be who I am now. I wouldn't be able to communicate.

I must warn you now if you are looking for a tale with happy smiling faces throughout and not an ounce of hurt and distraught, i'm afraid this isn't the story for you. However if you looking for something with upset but with an intense love and a fierce commitment, here you go.

Here is my story of how I walked through hell, and survived it.


I know that it's short but the chapters will get longer i promise.

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