Fuck everybody. God the people at this school are lucky I'm a civilized human and not some psycho because I would kill at least half of them within a millisecond with no remorse. All around me I hear girls giggling about who slept with who and boys high-fiving over their latest conquests but oh no, no one is talking to me about it because I am the biggest fucking virgin in this whole stupid school.
I am eighteen years old for God's sake and L still won't sleep with me. He wants to wait and make it special. Well it won't be special if I cheat on him now will it? I've gotten to the point of desperation where I just want to haul one of these idiots into a supply closet and get off. I would never sink to that level obviously, but he is pushing every one of my buttons.
Six months I've been devoted to that socially impaired, sugar addicted moron and he still doesn't want to get up on this. Well, he swears he does and that it's just as hard for him to refrain as it is for me but obviously it isn't since I'm practically offering myself on a silver platter and he hasn't taken me yet.
We've had our fair share of screaming arguments about it. Well mostly I scream and he stares at me with that apathetic face that only makes me angrier. Why do I even want to sleep with him?! It's humiliating that someone as attractive as I am has to beg the likes of him just to make out for more than a few minutes. If my peers saw how weak I'm forced to become at his mercy, I'd be the laughing stock of the school.
I've tried everything. I've refused to kiss him, cuddle him, the lot; I've ignored him for over a week; I've restricted sweets when I'm around; I've begged; I've bargained; I've guilted. Nothing works. He's like an impenetrable wall and I'm just left looking horny and pathetic.
I'll show him. No one says no to Light Yagami and lives to not regret it.
"Hey Misa," I call, cocking an eyebrow suggestively. "Do you want to come over to my house tonight?"