So here is another one of my Nalu story minna :) Hope you guys Liked it.

Chapter 1: Lonely

Its been a year since Lisanna had returned. Lucy had been there in the guild everyday but none of them in the guild had even noticed her. Levy who used to talk with Lucy so much had forgotten Lucy and always used to spend her time with Lisanna and her team. Team natsu never asked if Lucy wanted to go out with them on a Job, They always went on Jobs with Lisanna, Master and all the other guild members also ignored her. She came to the guild everyday with a smile of hope that maybe everyone will notice and talk to her at least now but none of them even bothered to care of her presence. She went to 2 or 3 missions per month alone just so that she could earn Jewels to pay the rent of her apartment. The only friends she had now who cared about were her spirits. Loke , Capricorn and Virgo who were able to open the Gates on their own used to visit her every night and talk to her and share her problems, Loke was really angry at the behaviour of the Guild members, Loke never expected the Guild members to forget one of their own.

Lucy's P.O.V

As usual as everyday, Today also I entered the guild with an hope that may be someone will talk to me but soon that hope disappeared once again like everyday it would disappear. Natsu and the team excluding me and including Lisanna had left for a Job right in front of me but none of them even noticed me standing right in front of them. A thought soon entered my mind 'Was everyone in the guild just use me as an replacement to love and care while she was not here?' that thought just gave me an heart attack, 'No, My friends would never think of me as an replacement' I shook the thought away when i saw everyone in the guild walking in and out, one side to another side right in front of me, None of them even cared to say a 'Hi'. It hurt me so much when not even a single person spoke to me, Where these the guild members who always kept irritating me with numerous questions? Where these the guild members who always said We will be with you all the time?

I remembered Natsu, Who always kept breaking into my apartment everyday without my permission, But it had been a Year since he had come to my apartment. I loved his cute smile, I loved his grin, I loved the way he used to save me when ever I was in trouble, I loved the way he used to stand by the side of his Nakama, I Loved him for being himself, I was in love with Natsu, But he had totally ignored me like the rest of his guild members, I never even imagined natsu to be like this, I missed him and his grin so much. Was this the same Natsu whom i loved?

Tears started to pour down my eyes when I thought of it, I was crying in front of the whole guild, None of them noticed. I felt the same feeling which i felt when my dad used to ignore me when my mom had died. I couldn't take this feeling anylonger. What should I do? Should I die? No I can't die.. I still had my spirits who loved me so much, Loke had made me promise him that i wouldn't try an attempt to suicide no matter what the situation is.. Then should I just leave the guild? Yes, That was a wise decision, No one in the guild wanted me, They never treated me like their family member, They always kept ignoring me, They had replaced me with Lisanna, There was no point in staying here anymore,No one would even bother if i left the guild or not . But where should I go? I didn't have a single Idea. I thought for a second and thought of asking Loke and my other spirit friends for their suggestions of what to do after I leave the guild.

I went to masters room, Master was sitting right their on his seat viewing some files.
"Master may I come in" I asked his permission to get in.
"Yes come in" He replied still viewing the file
"Master, I'm leaving the guild" I told him looking at him.
"Oh, fine how many days are you gonna go on vacation? When do you plan on returning" Master asked me casually.
I didn't know what to say, I was leaving the guild and never gonna return back, I was clear on my decision.
"Master I'm not going on any vacation, I'm Leaving the guild, I'm leaving the guild forever and I'm never gonna return, I quit the guild" I told him as small tears formed at the sides of my eyes, It did hurt me , I had to leave my family but i blinked 2 or 3 times to stop the tears to roll down my cheeks.
"What? W-What are you saying my child? Are you serious? Why are you leaving? Did something happen?" Master asked me with worry clearly shown in his eyes.
I did not know how to respond. I was leaving the guild because of all the guild members including the master, This was the first time he ever spoke to me after Lisanna had returned, But i couldn't tell him that they were the reason for me to leave the guild, I didn't wanna hurt them.
So I just ignored masters question "I'm leaving the guild and i don't wanna tell the reason master, Please don't ask me the reason, Here" I showed him my right hand where there was the insignia of the guild " If you erase it soon then I'll be leaving master" I told him, He just sighed yet looking serious and placed his right hand on my hand, It glowed green but soon as the master took his hand the insignia of the guild was gone, Soon i ran out of masters room, Out of the guild with tears flowing down my cheeks and I ran into my apartment. I jumped onto my bed and started to cry, I cried for more than 4 hours and soon I saw my room glow, Loke was standing right behind me.
"What happen Lucy ? Why are you crying?" Loke asked me with a concerned voice.
I turned towards him"I left the guild" i told him showing my right hand were the insignia of the guild was no more on my hand. I thought loke would yell at me for leaving the guild so i prepared my self for whatever scolding Loke would give me.
"Well, You did a good work leaving the guild, I was gonna tell you to leave the guild soon" Loke replied.
I was totally surprised but Loke continued "Pack your things, I'll ask Virgo and Horologium to take all your things to the spirit world, We'll leave tomorrow at 6 to the east forest and you can train yourself their and become more stronger, You can train for a year and later you can Join Blue Pegasus, I thought Fairy Tail was a very good guild but it proved to be wrong, But blue pegasus is sure to be a far more trust worthy Guild than the present Fairy tail guild" He ended his suggestion.
I thought for a while, What loke suggested sounded good. "Yes i will" I told Loke as i agreed to his suggestions. I started to pack my things so that i can leave tomorrow early, Loke made dinner all by himself and brought it.
"Thanks Loke" I told him ready to take the plate in my hands.
"No, I'm not gonna give the plate to you" He said, I Was confused.
"I will feed you, You continue to pack your stuff while I feed you, Here" He fed me, Tears poured down my cheeks.
"What happen Lucy? Is the food too spicy?" He asked with a concerned look on his face.
"I just remembered my mom" I said looking down, "My mom used to feed me everyday" I said him while the tears continued to flow.
"fine, I'll feed you everyday" He said, I was happy that i still had such loving and caring friends with me " No thanks, You can feed me today, I'll ask you if I need you to feed my again" I said as i smiled slightly at Loke.
Loke finished feeding me and I was done packing my stuff, Virgo appeared and took all my stuff except for few clothes which I could use during the travel. Loke promised to arrive at 6 in the morning and he disappeared into the spirit world along with virgo. I sighed and went to bed.

Minna sorry If there are any Grammar Mistakes, I'll be posting the next chapter sooner. Thank you for reading :) Please preview