There is a time when you let it all get to you...want to have revenge...no...not revenge...punish...yeah punish and make her remember who the actual boss around here is! It has been over a year since me and B last spoke and as much as I hate her...no I don't hate her...I love her. Damn...it's so complicated...have I mentioned that?
B...Buffy the vampire slayer...except little miss good two shoes hasn't been the slayer for some time...since 98 if I re call...tried to never let it bother me, to be honest I admired her for some time but then I became jealous of her and her perfect little life and of course I fell for the little blonde thing...I mean come on who wouldn't? She was hot as hell not to mention her strength...watching that girl slay used to give me that good down low tickle but of course girls like that wouldn't give anyone like me a chance...See me and B didn't have the best friendship...I made mistakes and things got outta hand...anyway this isn't about that or maybe it is...but as of now I sit on a cold slab a knife in one hand and a cigarette in the other..I'm wiping blood from my lip and keeping my eyes on the cold damp floor below...I don't want to look up...I don't want to see the damage I have caused...the blood...the tears...
Believe me it wasn't meant to go this way...I was never meant to let it go so far but something in me snapped...I wanted to get my message across...I wanted to make myself feel better...but now all I want is forgiveness. I eventually look up, tears running down my cheeks, I throw the knife to the floor and take a deep breath before walking forwards to the body held up in chains placing a kiss on the shoulder of the smooth honey and vanilla skin before me, running my finger over the gag secured around them perfectly shaped lips, my hand running through soft blonde hair enjoying the scent of coconut and strawberries.
The chains are pulled on forcing me to take a step back and my arm reaches out wrapping around her throat...
"Damn it B...I never wanted it to go this way"