This is my new fan fiction and my apologies for not being able to finish A different world, but I will try to continue it... I'm just having some trouble with personal life. Enjoy.
Natsuki's POV.
Letting my tears leak out from my eyelid was something I don't usually do... But the longer I kept sitting here, staring out at the night sky... I could feel something tugging my heart... The feeling was so weird yet so painful... It wasn't the usual physical pain... I could feel the pain everywhere... it was hard to describe where it is... The pain was so unbearable that I wish I could just stop breathing...
I didn't know how long have I been sitting here on the roof top of Fuuka Dormitory. But I just didn't bother... It was actually a peaceful but painful place for me...
Flashback
"Natsuki?" hearing Shizuru calling, I turn to see her smiling face. How can someone be so pretty yet graceful even when she all she did is smile?
"Yeah? Anything?" I asked as curiosity kicked in.
"Can you follow me? I want to bring you somewhere." Shizuru said as she held on to my hand tugging it to give me a hinting to follow her. I only smiled and nodded my head. Making sure my grip on her hand was sufficient, I let her led me to the place she wanted to bring me.
Walking up the stairs, I started to feel weird as the route she took was to head all the way up to the roof of our dormitory. I look at her dumbfounded as we reached the roof.
"Ne Natsuki?" Shizuru called me as she took out her cell phone and played a song then she turned around to face me with a smile. "Wanna dance?" she asked as she extended her hand towards me.
Feeling the heat on my face, I thanked god that it was at night and we are only illuminated by the moon light. I took her hand and said "Of course." We started to dance slowly as the song started to proceed.
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Smiling, I rest my head on Shizuru's shoulders as she led the dance. I could feel light peeks on my forehead as we danced.
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
"Ara, Natsuki seems to be enjoying herself." Shizuru teased as she patted my head. I said nothing except nodding my head, totally into the dance. Slowly, we continued to shift our weight on either side of our legs as the music plays out.
"I love you, Shizuru..." I mumbled out as I blush with my confession
"Ara... How much?" Shizuru said with a sly grin on her face.
Blushing even harder now, I stared at my feet and said... "From Earth to the most unattainable planet, called Shizuru's heart."
When the song finally ended, Shizuru tilted my head up slowly. Finally when my eyes were fixed on the beautiful red ruby, I was kissed by an angel. It was heaven...
"I love you, Natsuki... "Shizuru whispered before continuing to kiss me, preventing me from replying her.
End of Flashback
'How did things ended up this way...' I thought to myself as memories drills deep into my ribs, puncturing my lungs and grasping all my remaining breath away. I could feel a huge cold lump in my throat, blocking my intake of oxygen whilst my punctured lungs, seeping out my remaining oxygen...
Even so, I was still alive, my heart beating irregularly and painfully. The numbness of my whole being and the unknown source of coldness indulge me completely. Who would have thought... that love would be so painful? Who would have guessed that me, the Ice Princess, would suffer in the world of depression because of a certain person.
A certain person who has gave me a chance to feel happy for the first time in my entire life, letting me feel so loved and cared for... only to leave me in the end...
Shizuru Fujino was the "certain person"... My first love... and probably my last love... Yeah... you heard me right... It's our president of student council... Shizuru Fujino, a very collected, elegant and the most beautiful person I have ever set my eyes on...
I cried for god knows how long. How I wish that something like this never happened... How if wish that love was never this painful...
"Drip, drip..." The sound of the dropping tears in the sky. Slowly, the tears poured out more and more... and more... Swallowing my fragile body with its tears, covering my completely as I trembled within its cold touch...
'Perhaps... this is what I get now... I should get used to it... the... emptiness... and the loneliness... once again...' I thought to myself...
Yeah... I am Natsuki Kuga, an abandon child in the Kuga Family... who was dumped by my lover, Shizuru Fujino just like an over used equipment... Just like how others have been treating me... And I thought... she was different...
To be continued...
Please excuse my English... It's never my main language...