He never notices me
Am I that unnoticeable.
Do I need to grow my hair longer?
Would that even help?
Doesn't he even know I'm alive?
All he ever does is sit and listen to sensei.
He seems so caught up in his own thoughts.
He never smiles, and never says "Hi" to anyone.
I wonder, what would he do if he found out that I notice him?
Would he be happy?
Would he be mad?
Would he stay the same way he is now?
I wonder...what is he thinking?
What is he feeling?
Does he feel?
Can he feel?
If he can than why won't he show it?
Ah! This aching pain in my heart, what is it?
I'm sure he is the cause of it, and yet also the miraculous cure for it
. Why do I feel this way about him.
He does not care about me.
He does not notice me...as much as I wish he does...he does not, which is why I can only ask him,
"Please notice me..."