a/n-alright so this story probably isnt gonna make any sense to you guys. it only makes sense to me cuz its based off what happened to me, so sorry if its really confusing. this is a one-shot, but i might continue it if i find the time. for now though, it's a one-shot. pretty stupid, but i missed posting stuff, so here ya go.

Disclaimer: i dont own anything except the plot/ideas, and i def. don't own "When it was Me" by Paula DeAnda.

When it Was Me

I love Miley, I really do. She's been my best friend since she moved her, and I know she'll always be here for me. But last week, I found out that during a movie night that I wasn't able to attend, she and Oliver made out. Yeah, I was shocked too. He's liked her for at least two and a half years, maybe three. Probably ever since she moved here. But I've liked Oliver for three years, too. Sure, he doesn't know that. And maybe if I had the guts to tell him, or Miley, then they wouldn't have made out. So I guess you could say I've been a little frustrated and disappointed about it. And insanely jealous.

Ooh. Nooo. Yeah, yeah.

She's got green eyes, and she's 5'5'', long brown hair all down her back.

Cadillac truck, so the hell what, what's so special about that?

She used to model, she's done some acting, and she weighs a buck '05.

And I guess that she's alright, if perfection's what you like.

Honestly, why does Miley have everything? I love her, but I think I deserve something good too, right? I mean, I'm a good person. I'm funny, right? So how come I've only had two relationships, one lasting only four days and one two weeks and five days? And the only kisses I've had? A couple, but they were truth or dare/spin the bottle lip-pecks. It's not like anyone in the circle actually wanted to kiss me. And yeah, I made out with some guy on a dare at Becca's party, but again, we didn't like each other. So as far as real boyfriends and real kisses go, I've had none. Miley, well…she's had more than a few. But she's perfect. She's Hannah Montana. She's the prettiest girl in school; perfect skin, perfect hair, perfect body, perfect everything. How can I compare to Hannah Montana, pop sensation?

Ooh, ooh. And I'm not jealous, no I'm not.

Ooh, ooh. I just want everything she's got.

Ooh, ooh. You look at her so amazed.

I remember way back when you used to look at me that way.

Was there actually a time when Oliver liked me? Honestly, I thought he did. I mean, I don't think you realize how much we flirt. And he treats me differently than all the other girls in school, besides Miley that is. When Miley's not with us, he's all over me. And this is not something I would lie about. I guess I was wrong though.

Tell me what makes her so much better than me?

What makes her just everything, I can never be?

What makes her your every dream and fantasy?

Because I can remember when it was me.

Before Miley moved here, I was his favorite person. But now…Well, I guess I'll always come in second to her.

And now you don't feel the same.

I remember you would shiver every time I said your name.

You said nothing felt as good as when you gazed into my eyes.

Now you don't care I'm alive, how did we let the fire die?

Ok, so maybe he never shivered when I said his name. But he actually paid attention to me. I guess he still does when Miley's not in the room. Heaven forbid he let her see him flirting with me. I used to have dreams about Oliver and I getting together. Now, I have almost nightmares about him and Miley going out, and me being left in the dust.

Ooh, ooh. And I'm not jealous, no I'm not.

Ooh, ooh. I just want everything she's got.

Ooh, ooh. You look at her so amazed.

I remember way back when you used to look at me that way.

A week before the Miley/Oliver make-out fest, he and I were hanging out alone. I knew he liked Miley, everyone knew. But for some reason I thought things were changing. When we were little, he told me I was his favorite girl. I wish he still thought that. And last month, he told me that my eyes were so pretty they looked like I was wearing contacts, and at the time I wasn't wearing them. So I really thought that his feelings might have been changing. Turns out the next day he texted Miley and told her that he was so nervous around her because she was so pretty. She wasn't feeling the same way though-she was in a "sticky situation" with Jake. So I thought I had nothing to worry about. Miley had never shown the same feelings for Oliver that he had shown for her. Why would she decide to know?

What makes her so much better than me?

What makes her just everything, I can never be?

What makes her your every dream and fantasy?

Because I can remember when it was me.

That made you smile (me)

That made you laugh.

Me that made you happier than you have ever been.

Oh me, that was your world (me)

Your perfect girl.

Nothing about me has changed

That's why I'm here wondering.

At the soccer game in the beginning of the year, he told me I cracked him up. Has Miley ever cracked him up? Don't think so. Sure, she's at least ten times prettier than I'll ever be, and she gets hundreds on every single test! And she's so freakin' nice to everyone that it's disgusting! Sorry, I'm getting ahead of myself.

What makes her so much better than me? (What makes her so much better than me?)

What makes her just everything, I can never be?

What makes her your every dream and fantasy?

Because I can remember when it was me.

What makes her so much better than me? (What makes her so much better than me?)

What makes her just everything, I can never be?

What makes her your every dream and fantasy?

Because I can remember when it was me.

I don't blame him for liking her. And hey, Miley's got great taste. I really can't be mad at her, because she didn't know how much I liked Oliver. She didn't know I liked him at all. Yeah, there were rumors that I did, and she always asked me if I liked him, but I denied it. I knew if I told her then she'd tell Oliver.

When it was me.

I guess I have to be happy for Oliver. He made-out with his three-year crush. Things may finally be going his way. At least for one of us things are working out. I asked him if they were going to go out, and he said he didn't know. I kind of wish they'd just go out already and get it over with. One thing about Miley-she's not the best with long-term relationships. Neither is Oliver. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens.

When it was me.

I refuse to cry though. Lilly Truscott doesn't cry. Sure, at the semi-formal in February when he danced with Becca after Miley turned him down, and danced with Becca for every single song after that, I went home and cried a little; I'm not gonna lie. But it was only a little. I can't cry over Oliver. He doesn't like me, and he never will. I should have made my move, but I guess it's too late now. Oliver's dream came true, and I just have to accept that.

When it was me.