What did I do

What did I do

To deserve the life I have?

What did I do

To have no soul?

What did I do

To throw my life away?

What did I do

To find myself here?

What did I do

To myself, emotionally?

I lost my life when I was young, not knowing the path my life would take

I lost my soul when I got inside, inside that blasted Gundam

I threw away my life when I knew no one cared

I found myself here when I awoke from my dream

But I do not know what I did to myself, I do not know

All I know is I am heartless

A heartless killing machine

That's all I am

That's all I will be

When will I find the path meant for me?

When will I find my soul again?

When will I find my meaning in life?

When will I find myself here again?

One day I will know the path that is right for me

One day I will regain my soul again

One day I will find my meaning in life

One day I will find myself here

But I will never find my emotions again, even when my soul is back

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

I threw it all away

I gave my soul, because I thought I would be free

But I'm not

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

Will I ever be normal?

Will I ever be friendly?

Will I ever find who I am?

Will I ever find my life again?

I will never be normal, I will always be different

I will never be friendly, for it's to late for me

I will never find out who I really am, for I will never know myself completely

I could find my life, but I know not where it is

I have long lived my life, but not known who I am

I have had many questions, but none of them answered

I have found myself here before, but only as a small child

I have threw my life away here, and I am determined to find it

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

I threw it all away

I gave my soul, because I thought I would be free

But I'm not

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

Someone tell me who I am

Someone tell what my life is supposed to signify

Someone tell me how to get rid

Of this blasted Gundam they call

Wing Zero

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

I threw it all away

I gave my soul, because I thought I would be free

But I am not

I am a cold person

With a cold dark life

From the Diary of Heero Yuy