YAYYYYY. I've been super exited to post this as all the other stories I've written have been one-shots so this is going to be my very first proper story \(^o^)/. So here you go and I hope you like it :DDDDDD
Brittany's POV:
'RISE AND SHINNNNNEEEEEEEEE MY LOVELIES' Miss Miller sung out as she pulled open the curtains letting the sunlight flood in.
I groaned as I shieled my eyes from the sudden bright light. There was no way I was going to school today. Nuh uh. Not after what happened between me and Al- him on Friday. In fact I am never ever going to West Eastman High again. I'm going to move to like.. Canada and start a new life over there. I just need the time to book the tickets and pack all my things. So if Miss Miller thinks that I'm going to school today then she's got another thing coming. I mean it. I am NOT going to school today without putting up a fight. So if she thin-
'That includes you too young lady' Miss Miller said firmly as she pulled my duvet off of me and began walking towards the door.
'No wait. You see I really can't go to school today because I have a really sore throat...*cough* and *cough* I'd hate for anyone to catch it so just to be on the *cough* safe side I'm going to stay in bed' and with that I grabbed my duvet and threw it over my head.
'Nice try Brittany' Mrs Miller said as she once again pulled my duvet off of me. 'I want you ready and downstairs in 10 minutes' Miss Miller said in a cheerful tone while walking out the door.
'So much for putting up a fight Brittany' I muttered as I began to get dressed.
I made my way downstairs to find Ellie and Jeanette already putting their jackets on. I didn't take that long did I? Oh well. I gulped down my breakfast, threw my jacket on, gave Miss Miller a hug and caught up with my sisters.
'Thanks for waiting guys' I cried as I tried to get my breath back
Ellie simply rolled her eyes 'Well maybe you shouldn't spend an hour in the bathroom then'
'I don't spend an hour, you just can't tell the time' I said as I stuck my nose up in the air.
'Yeah whatever. Hey umm Brittany? You sure you're going to be alright today, because you know me and Jeanette can always stick around if you want us to. Right Jeanette? Eleanor said in a softer tone than before.
'Right' Jeanette said softly
I smiled weakly.
'Thanks guys but don't worry, I'm Brittany Miller, I can handle anything' I joked trying to lighten up the mood
I hope so anyway.
As soon as I entered the school. Conversations died down, people stopped what they were doing and watched me walk past. There eyes never leaving me. I could hear people whispering things to each other like:
'Do you think she's been crying?'
'Do you think there going to make up?'
'Do you think she's going to snog some random guy to get back at him?'
I clenched my fists but remained calm. I wasn't going to have a meltdown in front of everyone. I wouldn't give them the satisfaction. Not now. Not ever. I bet they would like that though wouldn't they? To see me have a complete meltdown. Well I hate to disappoint but I'm going to make sure that everyone knows that I'm not balling my eyes out over him or any other idiot anytime soon. So if they think-
Oh no. Please no. Not now. Please tell me this isn't happening. I'm not ready. I'm going to have a meltdown. Oh God. And there was me thinking I can totally handle this. Yeah right.
He's coming towards me.
My head is spinning.
He's getting closer.
I can't breathe.
He's seen me.
Oh God. I think I'm going to fain- wait. Since when did I get nervous over something as little as this? I mean come on Brittany, this is nothing. You can handle this. Just pull yourself together. Pull yourself together. I said it over and over again.
He's getting closer.
I kept telling myself that I am a confident, calm, collected girl. Who doesn't have a panic attack over running into her ex-boyfriend. Who doesn't cry for hours on end when she thinks about what happened last Friday. Who doesn't think about him every second of every day.
He's watching me. He knows me too well. He knows I'm nervous.
But however many times I said that I'm a calm and collected person. I still didn't believe it. Because what I really believed is that I used to be calm, confident and collected. I used to be the calm, collected girl everyone wanted to be. But not anymore. Just look at me. I'm a complete wreck. No in fact I'm ruined.
He ruined me.
You hear that Alvin Seville?
You ruined me.
Wow. That took long. Well it was worth it. I just really hope you liked it :D
Now im just going to come out with it. My school is starting on Monday and I have to say that I'm not going to be very good at updating on weekdays but I will try! I will probably update mostly on Fridays/Saturdays but I may occasionally surprise you and update on weekdays ;D Anyway pretty please review as I'd love to know what you thought about it and even if you didn't like it I'd still love to know why and how I can improve.
Anyway byeeeee for now...And I know I'm annoying as I keep on saying it but pleaseee review!:)
Okay. Im seriously going to go now.
Bye :D