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The doors opened and a breeze hit me reminding me that I was finally at home. I started to feel nauseous again just for knowing that soon I will have to see them again, to see him again.
I sighed to myself and started walking with my suitcase that I was relieved was not as heavy as I though it will be.
The sun hit my face and my need for water grew up more. I forgot to drink water in the plane , I was not feeling well. I was doing everything to think of other things just to block the thoughts of what could happen in this holidays, I guess I still am.
Just when I thought I would stop an call my brother a familiar neighborhood came into view and my emotions started to act crazy. Who wouldn't be? I was finally at home, or what I used to call this place.
My steps felt heavier and I was confused by all that I felt, was I nervous? Happy? I didn't know, but I knew I would discover in a matter of seconds.
I reached the door and knock with my fist trembling. I stared at the floor replaying all the scenes that I hoped that could be memories soon.
"I'm going!" I heard a familiar voice but that certainly had become more deep, just a few years ago it was still a kid's voice but I knew that time wasn't going to freeze, life goes on.
I saw how the handle moved and soon I was looking at my little brother. "Bella?" He gasped and jumped to hug me as I huged him back with tears in my eyes. "I missed you so much" He said as he hugged me tighter. I smiled and looked up.
My mother was walking down the stairs with an annoyed face. "Isabella, what in hell are you doing in here?" My mother said as she had finished the stairs. "Hello mother"
My brother pulled away with a pained expression which I was sure I had it too. "Renee! To you I am Renee" She sighed and came closer to me. "I want you out of my house now! You don't belong here" She yelled at me and my brother started to pull away from me even more. "And you Eric! Go to your room"
I looked at my brother and gave him a "sorry" look. "That won't be necessary, I'm going" I said looking at my mother with a glare. I smiled to Eric and went away.
As I walked to the next neighborhood I felt the tears fall down my cheeks. Renee had loved when I was a little girl, I was her world but now everything had changed and my brother had become her only kid. Although I love Eric I can't help but to be jealous.
The trees started to become more and more and I was certain that I was near.
When an old house was in front of me my smile grew and tears started falling again but this time they were from happiness.
I opened the door and took the sight I had years ago. Charlie was reading the newspaper while he made faces and moved his mustache side to side.
Charlie heard the sound the floor made as I walked closer and stood in shock when he saw me but then a huge smile grew in his face and hugged me. "Bella, you are finally here" Charlie said with a grin plastered in his face. "It's good to see you too Charlie"
My room didn't change in all the time I was away, well except that it had a few extra boxes that I guessed were furniture Charlie didn't use anymore.
I sat down on the bed and smiled. But as I looked up my smile vanished. In front of me were pictures of my past life. There was a picture of me as a newborn, my parents happilly together and the rest were with him, my best friend.
There was not a day I didn't think of him, although I haven't seen him since I graduated from high school I don't seem to forget anything about him. Edward not only was good looking but also he was the kindest person I have ever met and the love I had for him will never compare to what I have felt with my boyfriends. I used to think I had a crush in him but when I went away I realized it was something way more deeper but it was already too late.
I looked at the window and saw that the sun had hidden already and darkness had spread outside. I got ready to sleep and grabbed my pillow. My eyes closed slowly while I stared at the last picture I had of Edward. I love you.
I heard a knock on the door and walked down the stairs to open it.
Sue Clearwater surprised me by giving a big hug. Sue was Charlie's girlfriend, she was a good person and could make my dad smile like nobody could but we had never been close.
As a kid and teenager my shy personality didn't help to socialize so naturally my only friend was Edward, that I had played with since I was 2 months old. It was never hard for me to be myself around him.
"Bella it's good to see you" Sue smiled. "Charlie was so excited when you told him you were coming home for the holidays, he was like a child with a candy" She laughed at her own joke and I smiled at her. "I think otherwise" Said Charlie that appeared out of nowhere. "I didn't have my candy then, now I have it" He smiled at me while he placed his arm in Sue's hips and gave her a kiss on her forehead. Sue and I laughed, it was good to be home.
Suddenly I remembered that I had to start to make breakfast. "I better go and make some pancakes" I said while I turned around and started walking to the kitchen but someone stopped me. "Charlie and I are going to go to the Black's, it is Jacob's birthday and everyone is going. You can come, well if you want to"
More memories came back to me. My father being the police chief had to be in good terms with everyone, so since I was a little child my mother and I used to go to every reunion there was, everyday, every hour. When only my dad and I were left in my house he started to hang out with Billy Black and Harry Clearwater.
Being the shy kid I was I avoided any type of conversation. Leah and Seth Clearwater never tried to help me to open myself to them but Jacob Black was always inviting to play and even tried to make jokes to make me laugh, though I never could do it.
Everything had changed now, not only I had overcome this fear but also years had passed and this children were teens or even adults.
We never saw eachother after I went away unlike Sue and Charlie whom they had visited me every year for Thanksgiving, but it was only fair if I came for the next holidays: Christmas.
"Bella, don't worry. You don't have to go" Said Charlie while I stepped out of my thoughts. I forced a smile and said "I really want to go dad. I just remembered our meals and all the fun we had" Charlie started grinning "They were something" Dad said lost in his thoughts.
The car stopped in front of a cabin where I could see children running. As soon as we got out of the car the breeze of La Push beach hit me again just like it did all those years ago. We knocked on the door and it soon opened.
"Why so late mom?" Said a teen boy whom I guessed was Seth. Sue grinned. "Bella was tired from the flight and she overslept" Seth looked at me surprised, I guess he didn't know I was even at Forks. "Hello Bella" Seth blushed and let us in.
The house was full of families, there were children, teenagers and adults. When Charlie closed the door everyone turned their heads at us. Now I was the one that blushed. "Charlie! Sue! I was thinking you had forgotten my birthday" a man said. "Charlie almost did but I certainly never" Sue laughed and hugged him. "Don't believe in her lies Jacob. Sometimes I even let myself believe some of them." Charlie said grinning.
Jacob? I looked at him and realized he was the same boy that had helped me. He still had dark skin, black hair and a pair of brown eyes that looked so gentle and loving. He was the most handsome guy I had ever seen. He was gorgeous and his shirt showed the abs he hid under it.
Jacob noticed my staring and grinned. "Charlie, you never told us someone was new in town" Jacob said while he walked near me. He extended his hand "I'm Jacob. Welcome to the more depressing place you will ever be" A giggle escaped from my lips. How clueless was he? Had I really changed that much? "Jacob!" Billy said trying to sound polite.
Billy Black was still the same man I met when I was a little girl, though sone wrinkles were now starting to show. "Bella dear, it's good to see you back" Billy gave me a hug and when he pulled away the sight of the shock expression Jacob had in his face was in front of me. I giggled again, trying to control my laughter. He obiously didn't recognize me. "Bella?" Jacob scratched his head confused. "Hello Jacob" I answered while my laughter errupted and inmediatly also everyone elses.
This really was turning out to be better than I have expected, but still I had to see Edward. All the emotions came back to me just like last night and as I excuses myself to go to the bathroom tears fell from my eyes and images of our past started to flow in my head. I needed to see him, all my body and mind felt the desire of just to be close to him. "Tomorrow" I whispered to myself. "Tomorrow you will see him again"
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