Home is where you are
Disclaimer: Kaze to Ki no Uta is not mine and neither it's characters.
You said once how you hated me... not with words, your eyes always talked louder.
I tried to reach but you sank too deep in the icy darkeness Once I thought I was strong enough to change you and the world... Either helping you being a part of it or opening it's eyes so it would accept you.
I could do neither and you kept silently going down, and, before I noticed, it was too late.
My only hope then was that you would suffer no longer, but even that was asking too much,
After you were lost you still had to endure the suffering until the end, it never ceased.
An agonising pain that never left you chest... I should know, I felt it too.
Only you were alowed to leave... and I staied behind.
Never once I made any selfish demands.
Everythind I did was for you... for us.
It matters not now As I see you fading away in everyone else's life I wish you could do the same to me.
So this is what I ask of you:
Since there is no way you can erase yourself from my mind after all these years Give me the strength to do what I should had done back then.
As I, myself, did everytime you staied out late,
Leave a candle on on the window so I won't get lost.
Shoud I ask,
Is this the right thing to do?
Will I meet you on the other side of the light?
No... because in no condition could I get answers to those questions.
As the lights of the selfish world you hated so much go off on me,
The right question to pose now is.
Are you arms still open for me?
Can I go back home?
As soon as the sun striked the farther tree's branches, carressed by the cold winter wind, a gunshot ecoed and completed the sinphony left unfinished on their youth and Serge finally woke up from the nightmare to reach the 'happily ever after'.
Author's Note: I just saw the anime again after 2 years without waching it and on that moment I wanted very badly to keep the story alive. Although this is not the first time I post, this is my first Kaze to Ki no Uta fic (and english is not my mother language so probably there are some mispelings here and there) and if too many people complain about it I might consider remove it, ok?
One more thing... I never had the chance to read the manga, I saw some raw volumes but I don't understand japanese at all and before I did something stupid with my interpretation of the story I just tooke my conclusions from the anime.
Ayame/Sandra
Kissu!