CAGED
Harry lay curled up on the floor in ragged robes inside Azkaban, his hair now long ragged and wild covered in dirt and grime while his face was gaunt and waxy looking and he was so thin he now resembled a skeleton; his emerald eyes were dulled but wild and diluted, he'd lost count on how long he'd been in Azkaban with the dementors now. Back before he was framed by Voldemort and accused of killing Neville Longbottom, Luna Lovegood and Fred and George Weasley [closer friends than Granger and the Weasleys] Harry hadn't thought Dumbledore and his loyal order could this be stupid considering what happened to Hagrid and Sirius... Sirius the name still caused Harry pain if Sirius had been alive he would've believed him and Harry wouldn't be in Azkaban then again if Neville, Luna and the Weasley twins had still been alive they would've as well, but apparantley they were that stupid condemning their only hope well to bad Harry would condemn them as well Voldemort could have them all wizarding Britain didn't deserve saving, the whole lot of them had always been ungrateful, never remembering his parents sacrifice, couldn't do right and always did wrong never learning from it; he might have had more of a trial than Sirius but it still hadn't been fair; no defence, no lawyer, no veritiserum just everyone calling him every name under the sun saying they always knew he'd go dark and join the man who murdered his parents and then he'd been sentenced and that was when the panic had erupted he didn't have a good reaction to dementors and wasn't animagus he'd be lucky if he came out sane and alive but he really wasn't worried about himself, because he'd grown close to Sirius in his 5th year and had fallen in love with him and after he returned to Hogwarts after Christmas he'd discovered he was pregnant only Sirius had died before he could tell him and then in the middle of his 6th year he'd been framed and accused of killing his closes friends and sent to azkaban; if he couldn't remain alive or sane in this place how was his child going to? on top of that what if he died but his child didn't and Dumbledore intervened placing her with either the Dursleys or Weasleys? Harry couldn't figure which was worse, cause both could easily make his child suffer because of his parentage or make him grow up hating his father; Harry couldn't bear the the thought of his own child hating him maybe it would be best if they both died together then they'd be reunited with Sirius and his parents and they could be a proper family then, no more to worry about, no interference from Dumbledore or the Weasleys, or dealing with Voldemort; he didn't want his child to die though no matter what and had regretted it later because the dementors had gotten hungry and he'd barley survived suffering a miscarriage why were the fates so cruel to him if they took his child couldn't they take him as well? that was the last straw for Harry he had nothing left. The dementors didn't take his soul but they did take his sanity that night, when it came to ministry check ups and they discovered his child remains they tried to remove them but found that a bad idea Harry went wild like any overprotective parent would [if their child was still alive] he attacked them shrieking "MINE!" and cradling the remains of his baby girl kissing her on the forehead and singing lullabies to her while rocking her to sleep and talking to her, attempting to feed her when gruel was delivered the inspectors found this upsetting but didn't attempt to remove the body remains again they were too cowardly for that and it didn't harm anyone as harry was locked up and it kept the boy calm and occupied so they left it be, it was only when a death eater was caught and questioned under veritiserum that the real trouble began because the death eater revealed Harry's innocence which caused everyone to feel guilty mostly Harry's old friends and the order; though Dumbledore was only really worried about the war and the prophecy now, it was an awful mistake that would take time but in the end harry would forgive them and save them all at least that's what Dumbledore thought plotting and beginning to make plans to have Harry placed in the weasleys custody unfortunately Dumbledore was wrong Harry couldn't save them or forgive them because he wasn't sane any longer it was too late something Dumbledore and the order would learn the hard way.