I was going threw some of my old
files, trying to clean my computer up when I found this. It's what
'should' have happened in All Together Dead. I personally think the
story startd going south from there but, hey what can I do about it.
Please tell me what you think. BTW- it's EPOV
"Eric." she said and tilted her head to the side. I knew she wouldn't want this and would probably come to hate me for it, but this was about her safety. And that's all. I tried to convince myself. Truth is I didn't want her bound to anybody except myself. We'd exchanged blood before, but this was sure to push us over the edge into a blood tie. Of course, I'd never had one myself. But I knew the few vampires that had them we're happy with there bounded.
I stepped forward and tried to give her a little bit a privacy by raising the cloak. It wouldn't bother me, but my Southern Belle would want this as private as possible. Or at least the idea of privacy. "Eric, No sex." she firmly stated. I didn't dignify that with a response. I bent down and bit her neck.
As soon as I tasted her blood I felt myself get hard. I moved around a bit trying to keep my erection from touching her. She wouldn't appreciate it if I made a pass at her now. After I took enough I cut my chest with the knife I'd used at the wedding. At the first pull of blood I was hit with a memory.
I was running down Sookie's road half naked in the middle of the night. She took me in and washed my feet. She took care of me. The next memory was of myself sitting on the floor of her living room with my arms wrapped around her legs while she, Pam and Chow talked about me.
I went completely still. The next was of us laying in front of her fireplace, just talking. I remembered deciding that I would make her mine. That I would protect her and love her. I remember our shower the first time we made love (and all the other times) but the most powerful thing was the feelings. I felt like a whole another person when I was with her. I loved her. And she loved me.
Sookie became just as still as I was. "Did you just see that too?" she whispered. I looked down at her. I had promised her everything and then forgotten it. "I love you?" I said it like a question. Not really believing what I was feeling.
Unfortunately the tiger chose that moment to burst in. "The hell you do!" he roared, obviously hearing my statement/question.
"Quinn please give us a minute. I have to talk to Eric." Sookie said without taking her eyes off mine. The tiger went to say something but Sookie cut him off. "I will talk to you later."
He left after sending me a death glare and telling Sookie to be careful. I looked et her for a moment longer. For the first time in a thousand years I was at a loss for words. There was no way I could tell her how sorry I was for not remembering or how much I wanted to make it up to her. I wanted to take her away from all of this vampire ciaos and be with her the way we were while I was cursed. I wanted to hold her and tell everything was going to be okay.
But sadly I knew I couldn't.
Okay, it's hort but I simply had to have a cliff hanger. The next chapter should be up in about an hour!!! :) Please review!!!!
