Miley's POV

I was still on my best of both worlds tour with my favourite band whose also became my best friends, the JBs. There are two of them, Joe and Kevin, who definately are like my big brothers. They're always there for me, care about me and won't leave me, not matter what (well that was what i thought at this time) Then there was Nick, a boy with brown puppy eyes, curly hair and the cutest smile ever. He isn't just one of my best friend, he's my boyfriend for almost 2 years.

I sat in my dressing room and got ready for the show which should start in an hour. I was almost done with my make up when my cell phone blew up. It was HIS ringtone and it automatically put a huge smile on my face, though we were fighting a lot the last time. I still loved him a lot. I didn't hestitate and answered my phone asap.

„Hey" was the only thing i said before he cut me off.

„Miles, we need to talk"

„Sure. Just come to my dressing room. I just finished doing my make up, so I'm ready."

„Okay see you in a minute." With those words we hung up. We didn't even mention a little I love you, like we used to do. Things changed and i guessed i knew why he wanted to talk. Suddenly a few tears rolled down my cheeks, I didn't even notice i was crying, until i tasted the salty tears on my lips. Don't cry, you act like a baby, I thought to myself.

A few minutes later Nick arrived at my room with a blank expression on his face. He noticed i had been crying but he also knew I tried to hide it. He just knows me to well. I wanted to let him say what he had to so i invited him to sit on the little sofa to talk.

„Miley, you know the past few weeks had been hard."

I just nodded, not able to say anything. I felt another tear rolling down my cheek.

„Hey Miley, look at me, please." He placed his hand under my chin and liften up my head. He wiped away the tears which were still rolling down my cheeks. „Please don't cry."

„Nick, why shouldn't I?! It isn't that I want to, but i can't help it. Anyways, why are you here? We have to do a concert soon."

„I know, I know." He smiled weakly but I saw he was dying inside. I knew there was something he was hiding. And i also knew that he's going to tell me so soon.

„So what's the matter?"

„Miles, I thought a lot. And I think I can't do this anymore. I mean us. It isn't working."

Those were the words i didn't want to hear. I couldn't help it but just broke down, crying. He tried to comfort me but it just hurt me more. After a few seconds I was able to speak again.

„You mean it's over?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

„Yes… I'm so sorry Miles." He said with tears in his eyes. It doesn't seem to be easy for him either, but i didn't care at this moment. I just wanted him to leave me alone.

„Nick, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me." I said crying even harder. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

„Miles, I… I.. I can't." He said while he was looking at the ground shyly. I heard him sighing and saw a single tear falling down on the floor. Single… That's what we are now… At least he's also crying.. But I have to stay strong. At least until he left my room.

„Don't EVER call me Miles again. You lost the right to do that right now. And Nick, LEAVE!"

„But Miley I… Let me explain …" I just cut him off, with mascara and tears all over my cheeks.

„LEAVE ME ALONE!! NOW!"

With those words he left, without looking back. This was the moment where I totally broke down, unable to move, but i knew I had to do this concert. Together with him. Not for me, or for him but for the fans who were waiting outside.

„Are you alright hunny?" My mom asked when she entered the room.

„Yeah, I'm fine" I lied. And i knew my mom knew it, too.

„Do you want to talk about it, while I'm doing your make up again?"

„Not really." said with her caring mother voice.

„Okay, whatever you want. But you know you can tell me everything." She My thoughts were interrupted by the voice of my mom.

„Well alright. Mom, Nick just came in and broke up with me… I don't think I'm able to do this concert tonight. Not together with him." I said as i felt my eyes filled with tears again.

„Don't worry hun. You know you can make it. And after this concert we're going to get you some ice-cream at the hotel. Alright."

„Alright" I said and forced a weak smile.

Nick's POV

I went down the halls, back to the dressing room I shared with my big brothers. I came in with a sad expression on my face and they immediately noticed that I wasn't alright.

„What's wrong dude?" Joe, the one who usually isn't so caring ‚bout my feelings, asked with a quiet voice.

„Miley and I… We… Well I broke up with her." I said sadly.

„Man, you really did?! Why?"

„'Cause I couldn't handle it anymore. All the paparazzi around us since they found out about Miley and me, the fights it caused and just everything." I slowly answered.

„But what about the concert? And the rest of the tour? You're going to see her every day, for at least two more weeks."

„I know. And i really don't know the answer to this questions."

Kevin came in the room and saw Joe, hugging and comforting Nick when Joe just nodded. Kev came in and just said that they have to be ready in 10 minutes.

10 Minutes until I have to see HER again. I don't know if I can make it. The pain in her eyes. Am I really able to take it?! I guess I have to.

Miley's POV

„Miley, you have to be on stage in 5 minutes." My manager said as he went in.

I pulled away from the hug my mom gave me and looked up.

„Alright." I said with a faked smile on my face.

„Are you sure you wanna do this concert?" My mom asked a but worried.

„Yeah I am." I said when I left the room.

I had to perform first, then it was their turn. But I didn't even look at them, not even at Joe or Kevin, who really didn't do anything to me.

The concert was almost done after I performed „East Northumberland High". There was just one song left and I had to introduce it. Lucky me I thought.

„Did you enjoy the concert?" I screamed to the crowd with all the people who were cheering and screaming. „I guess this was a yes, wasn't it?" The crowd went wild.

„Well then you'll love this. I know you guys love the JBs, so lets see if they'll join me here on stage." I said with a big but faked smile on my face.

I looked to the corner of the stage where they were standing and they knew it was their turn to run on stage. Kev and Joe were almost by my side when Nick still hestitated. And i knew exactly how he felt. I was kind of happy when I saw he thought about staying backstage. But then I looked into the crowed who were wondering where Nick was. So I did something I never expected me to do tonight. I went off of stage and took Nick's hand to show him that he should join us on stage.

„C'mon. We have a song to sing." I said weakly.

„Are you sure you want me to be out there?"

„Would I be here if I wasn't? No, so C'mon and get out there with me. But don't think the thing between us is alright again, just because I'm here to get you."

„I didn't expect it to be alright. But okay, lets go." He said.

We ran on stage together, still holding hands. When I realized we did I immediately pulled away. I still didn't know why I got him. But though my heart was broken I was a little happy about it. DEEP DEEP inside.

We performed the song, called „We got the party with us" and left the stage after the crowd screamed and went even wilder. Anyone could see there was something wrong with me and Nick, but no one seemed to care, they just liked the concert.

After the concert we went backstage, all of us went to their own dressing room. But I couldn't go without looking at him. He still seemed to be so perfect to me. I caught him staring at me, too, and when my eyes met his lips he mouthed a little Thank you and turned around. It felt like I was dying inside.

When I got to my dressing room I just started crying. I'm so so weak… I kept saying, well thinking, this to myself all the time. My mom joined the room a few minutes after I did and were were ready to leave to our tourbus. Damn it I thought when I saw the picture of Nick and me which was covering a part of the wall in my was a picture which had been taken three month ago, before the whole fight started. Great. It just reminded me of the good old times. The times I'll never get back. And with this thought I fell asleep.

Nick's POV

Why do I have to be such a jerk?! I love her…I kept thinking. We were on the way to our tour bus when Joe suddenly stopped me.

„Joe, let me go."

„No, Nick. Lets go for a walk and talk."

„JOE, I'm really not in the mood to talk to you right now. I just lost my girlfriend, my first love, the love of my life. And I definitely DON'T want to talk about it right now!"

„Calm down. I just wanted to help."

„Sorry Joe. I just don't know what I'm saying here. And I don't know what to do."

„It's alright. Maybe you should just go to bed now."

„I guess you're right."

„See you tomorrow"

„Yeah…"

I went into the bus and straight to my bunk when I saw a picture, OUR picture, hanging on the wall. She looked at me with her blue eyes and had a huge smile on her face, not one of the faked once she put on tonight after the… the… Breakup…

Damn it I thought when I looked at this picture again. I already regret everything. But I know she'll NEVER forgive me.. Great. It just reminded me of the good old times. The times I'll never get back. And with this thought I fell asleep…