I've always pictured Dimitri undressing me in a totally sexy way. Him being under some spell and taking off my clothes wasn't really top 5 on my list of to-do things.

Since he told me we couldn't be together, it only made me want him badly!

As I sat facing the mirror in my dorm, I couldn't help but picture a hot ass Russian sitting next to me, playing with a strand of my hair. Imagining him say my name in his Russian accent, "Roza…Roza…".

But as you see, that's all just a fantasy.

I ended up spending my night on the internet, trying to cover more information about shadow-kissed Anna, and in what way I could be more like her.

Until a sudden knock on the door interrupted my deep focus.

It was Lissa.

"Hey" I said.

"Hey Rose! Why aren't you out partying? You know Mason cant stop asking about you" she giggled.

Ugh, Mason. I totally forgot how he felt towards me. I felt so bad for him that I couldn't get myself to like him back.

"Um yeah, I'm kind of working on a class project" I lied abruptly.

"Class project huh?" she rolled her eyes at me. "Well I just think you should go out and have fun. I mean you haven't partied ever since Dimitri turned you down."

"He didn't turn me down okay! He just…" I tried thinking of an excuse but she caught my gaze and smiled.

"Yeah, I didn't think so." She said.

Not even a minute later and she was out the door.

Maybe she's right. Maybe I am acting very immature, maybe he already forgot of me as well. I'll just go to that party.

I got up and undressed from my kiddy pajamas and socks. I got up towards my closet and picked out anything my eyes first landed on. A jeans mini skirt with a black tank top, which is so me. I got close to the mirror to put on some eye liner, because my face looked dead. I finished my make-up and headed to my shoes area. I found a pair of amazing high heels that just stood there alone in the corner. I snatched them and put them on, and I was off to have an unforgettable night.