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People say I'm mean and cold... well you don't know the half of it!

My Name is Leah Clearwater and this is my story.

I live with my Mother, Sue and my brother, Seth. My dad, Harry, passed away a while ago.

I dated Sam while I was in my freshman year… we were in love. We were happy. Sam and I were together for 3 years. One day, Sam disappeared, he skipped school and he wouldn't answer my phone-calls. My Mom and Sam's mom got the police involved and everyone was searching for him. Everyone just kept telling me that he was okay, he just skipped town.

Two weeks later, he came back. Not telling anyone how he was, or what happened… he held himself at a distance from me, I was worried but decided to do what he wanted, so I gave him space to let him resolve his problem, His Mom, told me he wouldn't speak to her or anyone, One night, my family held a party, and Sam came with me. My cousin, Emily, was visiting from the Makah Reservation, Emily and I was more like sisters then cousins so it was great seeing her. She's met Sam a few times and she liked him. When we got there, Sam started to act weird, when he looked at Emily; it was like he'd never seen her before. He moved towards her but then turned and left. After a while, he came back and he asked to speak to me. I followed him outside my party and looked at him.

That night, he broke my heart. He broke up with me for no reason, but I remained hopeful for the future. Emily told me that Sam was persuing her, but she had rejected him for me, which was something I began to rely on. They kept spending more and more time together and it was infuriating.

I remember when Jared, a friend of Sam's, called my mom and said they Emily had been mauled by a black bear. I was so prepared to go and visit her at the La Push Hospital, until I heard Emily was asking for Sam to visit her.

Then it all came out, we all found out that Sam was a wolf and that he had imprinted on Emily… I refused to speak to either of them, I wouldn't answer Emily's calls and I wouldn't even visit her when she went home to Neah Bay.

When I transformed, My Father had a heart attack, and the stress of it all caused Seth to transform to. I will never forgive myself for my Father's death, knowing it was my entire fault.

I hated my transformation; Sam was the Alpha, which meant he was the leader of our 'Pack'. I am currently the only Quileute girl in history of the tribe to phase. Being linked to Sam was a nightmare; I couldn't get away from him.

I remember meeting Bella and finding out we had to team up with our mortal Enemies to protect her. The fight was epic; we got to kill some vampires. At that point, I was sick of everyone treating me like a little kid because I was a girl, but Jacob had to muscle in and knock me out of the way. I felt bad that he'd gotten hurt, saving me.

I finally found the freedom I'd longed for when I broke away from Sam's pack and followed Jacob and Seth, I was so desperate to stay that I ended up becoming Jacob's Beta and helping him. It was worth it, I suppose, defending a bunch of vampires.

Nessie brought me closer to the Cullens, I immediately bonded with Esme and Alice, they were lovely. I liked Emmett, and Jasper was pretty cool, I nodded at Bella and Edward, not hating them but not liking them either. Rosalie didn't speak to me, I didn't speak to her. I don't like her at all.

I was eager to defend the Cullens against the Volturi, Eager to help my new friends. I didn't understand why Alice and Jasper left but I accepted it, knowing there was a reason. I couldn't stop the relief I felt when Alice and Jasper returned with Nahuel… I was happy, we were going to be fine.

Remember this: Don't judge me by the way I look, because there's more to me than meets the eye.