Leaving You
Chapter 1
She'd just finished her meal with Lord Sesshomaru. He gave Rin an order to head to his chambers. She suspected that he would make her a concubine while he looked for a mate, but she was so wrong.
Rin was standing in the middle of the room facing his big bed. Sesshomaru's footsteps could not be heard so she got scared.
He said, "There is no need to be scared of me. I'll always be here to protect you from everything."
She asked, "Why?"
Sesshomaru replied, "Because you are mine."
She mumbled, "My lord."
"It is ok, Rin," said he, "don't be so nervous. It won't hurt too much."
He retracted his claws and gripped her waist. He stroked a hand up and down her side waiting for her to relax. She knew what he expected. She moved her hair from her neck and slanted her head.
He whispered in her ear, "Take a deep breath, Rin."
She inhaled then she felt his teeth puncture her creamy white skin on her neck. His hands were holding her up to keep her from falling. She yelped. It was more than just painful.
She whispered, "My lord, it hurts."
He removed his teeth and lapped at it. When it healed it shaped a crescent moon like on his forehead. It was an honor to be marked by a royal, but it didn't feel like it. She knew that he didn't love her like she loved him. To him she felt he thought she was just a pet to be used and thrown away,
He seductively said, "Rin, remove you're kimono for this Sesshomaru."
Rin said, "But my lord Rin is not beautiful."
Sesshomaru said, "Either you take it off or I will."
She blushed and looked away from him. He took out his claws and shredded her kimono. Without looking at her he placed her on his bed.
Rin tried to cover her up with his sheets. He removed them; his hands touched the side of her breasts as they ran up and down her sides. She took a quick breath in.
He undid his kimono and she pushed it off his shoulders. Sesshomaru licked his mark. He moved her legs apart so he could get comfortable before he entered her.
She could feel his erection on her thigh. A blush covered her face.
He whispered, "You don't have to be so nervous. After the pain you will feel pleasure."
He stroked her face with the back of his hand. She put her head in his hand. The hand moved down her body to between her thighs.
He dipped two fingers in her a little way in trying to make her want it. After trying to get his fingers in deeper she gave up. Rin wanted to wipe that smirk right off his face.
He finally pushed them as far in as they could. She gasped. Sesshomaru moved his fingers quickly within her taking them out everyone once in a while. He stopped and she wondered why until his head was between her legs.
He smelt her erection and felt how wet she was, but he wanted her to come before they had sex. It was like that a little for him, but not for her. He licked her until she felt like she couldn't breathe.
With one last lick after hearing her moan his name repeatedly she yelled, "My Lord!"
Her sweet nectar poured into his mouth. It tasted like honey. He wanted more of her. Her eyes fluttered closed.
Sesshomaru said, "I'm not done yet."
She said, "I know."
He entered her swiftly, but he did it gently. She took a deep breath and tried to seem strong without yelling. Rin bit her lip to keep the scream from escaping her lips. Instead of yelling tears fell from her eyes. The look in his eyes was apologetic. He was never so passionate.
He asked, "Are you okay?"
She nodded and he began to move.
He said, "So tight and wet."
Rin hit him in the shoulder, but it was like hitting a brick wall without breaking your hand. She gripped his shoulders.
It was funny that she was trying to hold it in. He moved faster and went deeper after he wrapped her legs around his waist.
She moaned, "My lord."
He growled and went harder. Rin felt like she was in paradise just being with him but having him within her was a whole different feeling.
He said, "Come for me, Rin."
She yelled, "Sesshomaru!!!"
He came within her after a few more thrusts. The look on her face was pure pleasure.
Sesshomaru said, "I am not anywhere near finished with you."
She sighed. He flipped her so she was on her hands and knees. He rammed into her as his demon took over. His teeth yet again buried themselves in her neck. Instead of pain she felt pleasure from it. He being a demon meant he had more strength and agility.
They went a few more times and he had to hold her up in that position after a while. She was spent.
He said, "Amazing."
She said, "I love you."
The words coming from her tongue made Sesshomaru look at her with question. He knew he had feelings for her, but he didn't know what love was. He never felt this way about anyone but Rin.
Rin said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. It was wrong of me to say that."
He said, "Shh. Go to sleep."
She felt asleep not being able to look into his eyes wondering what they would tell her. Ever since she was a little girl she always knew how Sesshomaru was feeling even if he hid it from the world. It was impossible to hide it from her except this time. Rin didn't know what she meant to him whether she was just a mate because he needed one or because he loved her. All she could bear him were hanyous. He would treat them like a disease she thought.
Rin hoped that she wasn't pregnant from their sexual activities, but she liked the idea of having the man she loves's kids. When she woke up the next morning he was gone and the bed was cold next to her. There was a note left for her.
Rin,
I have gone away for a little while. I have business to attend to in the south. I will be back in a two weeks. If there is something you need send a messenger.
Your mate, Sesshomaru
She smiled at what he wrote, but she was sad that he wouldn't bring her. Maybe it was unsafe where he was traveling even though there was a treaty between the South and the West.