*As the summary explains, I was inspired by the episode that Chuck makes a suicide attempt. Personally, Chuck Bass has always disgusted me but recently I've gone back to watching Gossip Girl and I have to admit that in season 2 he really does change. Also, just for the record, I didn't want him to jump either. =)*

If I stay

Lights out

Over this city

Where I've made my name

Only for me, however

For all the rest of humanity

The suave night life thrives.

Nobody cares

So why not, why not

Drop down?

What does it matter now?

Dad's gone,

His dreams squashed

Long ago.

If I stay

Nobody will care,

If I leap

Who'll know?

Champagne glasses clink,

A kaleidoscope of gowns

Swaying,

Dancers flit around

The epitome of society talk:

Me.

Fun, youth..

'Oh how the mighty have fallen!'

How their worlds shatter

Their castles crumble.

Laughable as it seems,

I'm left an orphan,

Screaming

"I'm still here!!!!"

Not far below

She calls,

No, not far at all.

Only one step

Does it take

To bring him back,

Bring him back

In the game,

Make him the dark prince

Of New York again.