*As the summary explains, I was inspired by the episode that Chuck makes a suicide attempt. Personally, Chuck Bass has always disgusted me but recently I've gone back to watching Gossip Girl and I have to admit that in season 2 he really does change. Also, just for the record, I didn't want him to jump either. =)*
If I stay
Lights out
Over this city
Where I've made my name
Only for me, however
For all the rest of humanity
The suave night life thrives.
Nobody cares
So why not, why not
Drop down?
What does it matter now?
Dad's gone,
His dreams squashed
Long ago.
If I stay
Nobody will care,
If I leap
Who'll know?
Champagne glasses clink,
A kaleidoscope of gowns
Swaying,
Dancers flit around
The epitome of society talk:
Me.
Fun, youth..
'Oh how the mighty have fallen!'
How their worlds shatter
Their castles crumble.
Laughable as it seems,
I'm left an orphan,
Screaming
"I'm still here!!!!"
Not far below
She calls,
No, not far at all.
Only one step
Does it take
To bring him back,
Bring him back
In the game,
Make him the dark prince
Of New York again.
