Lost

Lost

Leave me alone…

Just this one wish,

that's all I want to be given.

Free me…

From this shame,

The only thing that you have ever given me.

These ties that bind…

Let them go,

I've never hated them so much.

What you've done…

I've never been so disgusted by you

and I can't forget.

My cries…

Never reach far enough,

no matter how loud I scream.

The fears…

Of mine and everyone around me choke me,

'til I can't breathe.

How do I…

Make you understand that this isn't right,

and never will be.

Why won't you see?

You lost long ago,

and I died long ago when you lost.