A/N: Written because when I asked on Tumblr for ficlet prompts, Riene requested a wedding scene. This is also very much a Kay!verse fic, and a prequel of sorts to my other fic 'Etched with Tears', though I do not believe it is essential to be familiar with Kay or 'Etched with Tears' to enjoy it.
His throat is so tight he can barely speak, barely force out the "I do" Nadir asks of him. Christine smiles up, squeezes his fingers tight, her own eyes watery. Nadir's soft words wash over him, made to suit the moment. How could Nadir know Catholic wedding vows? It never occurred to him to ask until now. The realisation dawns on him that of course Nadir doesn't know Catholic wedding vows; he is stitching something together as they go along. He hardly knows Catholic wedding vows, and that was a definite line of Persian. How does Persian have a place at his wedding? Discounting Nadir it hardly does, and yet there is something right, something appropriate about it.
Besides, it would just be unnatural to present Nadir with a Bible and ask him to read in Latin.
A laugh bubbles up inside of him, and he chokes it down. If he starts laughing now he'll never be able to stop, and it will turn into tears and he'll fall at her feet a weeping mess because she's here, she's really here. The very thought leaves him weak.
She came back. It is almost more than he can comprehend. She did not marry the Vicomte, chose him over a lifetime of luxury with someone handsome, someone who can be with her always, and his heart aches but he will not have an attack now, will not ruin this moment like that.
She is so pale, so pale and so beautiful, and it is all he can do not to let go of her hand and trace her cheek, feel that smooth beauty beneath his fingertips. As if she knows what she is thinking she squeezes his hand, and his breath flutters in his throat.
Perhaps it is a morphine-dream. It would not be the first time he has hallucinated her. But her hand is warm in his, and his hallucinations have never been warm, and she is here.
Her lips curve into a soft smile and he swallows back the threatening tears. What has he ever done to deserve her?
"I do," she breathes, and one of her tears drops onto their joined hands as he slips the ring onto her finger.
He feels like there should be music, violins and pianos and cellos enfolding them, hears it in his mind, how high it would soar and his fingers itch to play the keys. But of course, there is no music only them, and Nadir, standing five storeys underground. It is not the wedding he envisioned all of those weeks ago, her white dress forsaken for the dark blue one she came to him in, and he in his best suit, a purple shirt he'll never wear again, trembling and weak before her at the thought, the very thought that she is here and his heart tightens again, and he forces a smile through it, her touch gentle as she slips a ring onto his own finger. No, it is not the wedding he envisioned, but it is perfect nonetheless.
Perhaps, it is even better this way.
"I love you," he murmurs, voice thick with tears, and presses his lips to the cold ring on her finger. Married. They are married. She chose him. She loves him. "I love you." The words are half-strangled in his throat, and he kisses her cheek, lingers there. She is so warm, so real, leaning into his touch, and he suppresses a whimper in his throat. It would not do to let her see him completely undone, however much he feels himself crumbling inside. "I love you." He kisses her forehead, as gentle as he can, and if he had to live on giving her such kisses for the rest of his life he would, and it would be enough. More than enough.
But Christine, oh his dear Christine, his wonderful, beautiful Christine, fists her hands in his lapels and draws him down, and presses her lips to his, and now the tears do come, at last, and there is nothing that he can do to stop them.
He breaks the kiss, pulls her close and buries his face in her hair. She presses herself tighter, closer, as if she might try hard enough that they can simply mould together, and he would not object, never, would hold her like this forever (he has never imagined how it might feel to hold her like this). His wife. She is truly his wife, and his knees buckle and she is here to catch him.