Yue…
His beautiful violet eyes seem to shine like glistening pools of silver serene lakes. Forever, those eyes, they never manifest any emotions nor feelings.
His hair, they flow down all around him like silver snakes encircling him. And he…he was like the snake charmer, enticing the snakes to cling onto him lovingly.
"Rubymoon, what are you contemplating by the window? You aren't so quiet usually." Eriol asked with a degree of concern interlaced with his deep voice.
I looked over at Eriol and smiled serenely. He too, smiled back. Such a sweet Master he was. Oh my, how surprised would he be if he should happen to know that I was thinking about Yue at this instant. I shook my head non-chalantly to show him that I was all right and that there was little need for him to worry. He exhibited such a mischievous smile then as if he knew what I was trying to comprehend.
I glanced out of the tall windows again and watched the sea gulls skim low outside. Twirling a strand of my brown hair around my fingers, I continued with my train of thought.
There was once when I was holding on tightly to Touya. However, that was because he had the power that I wanted. Yet, Yue was different. It was not his power I craved. It was perhaps his friendship…his love.
Yet, Yue and I. We would never be together.
For one thing, our gender was not even clearly defined. Secondly, we were magical beings who were created to protect their own Masters. There was no way love could ever get to stand in the way of this mission.
And thirdly, Yue liked Touya. There was no way I could interfere in that. It was what would have made Yue the happiest and it would eradicate his loneliness.
I knew Yue was lonely.
So was I.
He and I, we were two lonely souls trying to reach out to those who could help ease the loneliness sequestered in our hearts. That was what drew me to him, even though I never did display such affinity for him at first. I was too busy trying to get Touya's power.
However, after Yue met Touya, things have since changed. No longer do I see those blue icy orbs of Yue's. Instead, I see them glowing strangely with an intense blue flame. No longer lonely he was…
Yet, the equation does not satisfy all. I was still lonely…
However, deep within me, I know that as long as Yue is happy, I will be happy.
And that is the truth.
Absolutely.
I will be happy…as long as you are.
For you I shall pray
For you I shall live
Disclaimer: All characters in this fic are copyright of Clamp.