Ever since I was a child, I had this strange sense of knowing.
What is this knowing I'm talking about?
Well I don't really understand it myself but from what my Mom tells me that I'm special. Not the kind of special that gets you laughed at but the special that makes you useful to adults. Which is what I try to be, every chance I get.
For some reason, though, every time I try to help out, I just make it much worse. Like one time I was helping our neighbor take care of his garden and a snake came into the garden dand, not knowing it was poisonous, I picked it up and played with it. I almost gave the man a heart attack. Because of him trying to get the snake away from me, the snake bit him.
He wasn't killed but he was laid up in the house for weeks, getting over the venom. After that people stopped asking for my help, for they were afraid I would bring more misfortune with me.
I don't know what it was but animals seemed to like me. Every time I was outside some kind of animal would be near me or find a way to find me.
Once when I was six, I was helping my mom with shopping and I was looking at some new toys. When I looked up I realized that my mom had moved on and was no longer in sight. I was terrified and ran around looking for my mother.
Just when I was about to give up, I heard a cat's meow and looked down to see a black and white cat with bright blue eyes watching me. I wiped my tears and the cat started to move away. It got farther and farther away until it suddenly stopped and glanced back at me as if to say 'hurry up will you'.
I hurried after the cat and after a while I found myself close to my house where I could see my mother crying on my father's shoulder. I started to run toward them but I stopped to look back at the cat only to find that it was gone. I didn't get to think about it anymore because I was in my mother's arms with my father's arm wrapped around her waist.
When I tried to tell them what had happened my mother got a funny expression on her face and my father's face lost all color. My father stood up and told me to never tell anyone what had happened and to never use this 'ability' again.
After that I started to ignore the animals around me and that knowing feeling began to go way and I thought I was free of it until that day came that is….
When I woke up that morning, I had a sense of wrongness that wouldn't go away. Like something very bad was going to happen. I tried to ignore it as I helped with breakfast but the feeling would leave me alone, which made me very frustrated.
This caused me to be in a foul mood for most of the morning. I was in such a bad mood I got into an argument with my mother that very morning. It was over my wanting to join the Survey Corps. Mother was against it and I can see why now but then, I didn't understand and ran from her.
I just kept running and until I found myself in the marketplace closest to the gate. I suddenly had a feeling that caused me to freeze. My eyes were drawn to the massive 50 meter tall wall in front of me. I glanced around and I saw that most of the animals were backing away. A few looked back at me and I could sense their fear; their need to escape. I glanced down to see the same black and white cat that had helped me before. He was pulling on my clothes trying to get me to come with them. I was tempted to go but I remembered that I still had family here, so I shook my head and told the cat and the others to go.
I didn't even understand what was happening but I knew, whatever it was, our lives would never be the same again.
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I was jerked out of my thoughts by a hand on my arm. I started and turned to see Mikasa with Armin running behind her. I greeted them with a shaky smile. Mikasa asked me what was wrong but I just lied and said I was tired. Armin began talked about this new book his grandfather got him but mostly I tuned him out because my funny feeling wasn't going away like it usually did.
Mikasa noticed that I wasn't paying attention and tried to get it back but I couldn't focus on her. My instincts were screaming at me to take Mikasa and Armin and run. I heard someone scream and as I jerked my head up I knew that it was too late to run.
Because peeking over the wall was a massive hand. This hand was red like the muscles from the models my father showed me. It was clenching the wall with a powerful enough grip to cause it to crumb. Then the hand seemed to be disappear and in its place was a massive head with glowing eyes. It was a titan and I knew what it signified, the end of everything we came to know and love.
TBC….
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