This is a story set after the Heroes of Olympus series. It is Percy writing letters to himself, trying to deal with Annabeth's death...
FIRST LETTER
PERCY POV
Dear Percy. (Or should I say myself?)
Annabeth sadly lost her life in the war. If only you could have saved her. WHY didn't you! I hate myse...You! You could have saved her, why let her die! You could have killed the bloody giant, but no...You decided you would let the GIANT live, to prove himself... Even though Annabeth did agree...Well! see where that got you! Stuck in this cabin bawling your eyes out, and WTF is wrong with you, are you mentally changed? Writing these bloody useless letters to yourself. Boy..your crazy!
Your starting to lose your mind, do you think Annabeth wants this? Well Maybe she does, maybe she wants you to torture myself, to send you down to tartarus. Arghh...Annabeth if only you were here right now... I love you Annabeth, if you can hear me, or maybe one day find this letter, know that I LOVE YOU. I will love you forever and always.
Or maybe, just maybe Annabeth is not dead...shes looking down at you crying...I wanna write to myself..yeah i meant myself, its one of the was to keep me...sane. Will you get over Annabeths death...haha everytime I ask that question to myself...the answer always is: Of course you can't...people think your hard headed. Do you here me? Uh Percy? I am..no...you are hard headed.
I wish someone will come bring me out of this pain. To keep me out, for people to see me now...Hell I don't even think this letter makes sense.
Percy..you read the Hunger Games? Ha..you'll end up just like Haymitch...Drunk en wasted. What else should I write...you're sitting there, watching you're whole life pass you. Look at you, look inside this fuckin' mirror and tell me. Is it clear that you're alone and you can't bare. The fact that everyone around you is going somewhere. And you're stuck here dazed with a blank stare. Your stress is killing you, is that a grey strand of hair? Watch as life passes by as you're standin' there In line at the hospital waitin' for medicare.
Huh? Thats it? I need some beer.
Love Percy (myself)
Annabeth POV (elysium)
"Thats it Annabeth" Hermes, God of thieves said as he sadly looked down at me. I nod, trying not to cry. Percy, My Percy... I need to help him, I must help him. I grab a pen and paper and write...
Dear Percy..(seaweed brain)
Not Even death will do us apart. Do upset yourself, its not your fault...I can't say how much I love you..I love you..I love you...I love you...I love you
Please Percy, Stop this. You cannot imagine how much that letter hurt me...and oh, if your wondering...Hermes, kind Hermes recited the letter to me, disobeying ancient laws. Percy, you don't have to do this, you should have a good life...not one like Haymitch.
Percy, I'm in Elysium, I miss you. I..I want to tell you that..When I'm gone, just carry on..don't mourn...rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. Always know that, I'm looking down on you smiling and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel no pain just smile back...
Don't be ashamed of the person that you are. Don't be so tense and strung up like this guitar. You gotta be yourself, put away that someone else...
Thats all for now, Hermes is waiting
I hope for a reply, ain't matter if your busy
Wise Girl
I hand over my letter to Hermes, it had become all damp from my tears.
Should I continue the letters? Some words are lyrics by Eminem