Hey guys. This is my first fanfiction for this manga/anime. I loved this anime so much that I really wanted to write something for it. But I couldn't help, but feel like there is something special about Yusuke and Botan. To me it seems like yes Yusuke has his first love Keiko. But in the future he grow and realize it is puppy love. I feel like him and Botan has a genuine love that can grow. I love that shipping. It'll start of from Yusuke fighting Sensui, other than that it'll just go on my own.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything that is Yu Yu Hakusho. But i wish i did lol

He was too much in shock that the pain subsided from the power shot of Sensui. He felt like his knees were weak. He couldn't do anything but collapse and let sleep consume him. But before his eyes closed he can vaguely hear the cries of his teammates, but that didn't bother him the most. A huge silhouette a blue haired ferry smiling at him plagued his mind.

Botan He thought to himself before he drifted into eternal sleep.

Over in Ningenkai Botan looks around trying to figure out what to do in her home to distract her from worrying about the boys,especially for the handsome spirit detective. As she was about to start her chores she felt a wave of shock through her .

"What the hell was that?" she begins to worry. She jumps from her phone suddenly ringing. She hurries and sees Koenma's name appear on the screen. She didn't know why but she couldn't shake off a bad feeling about the phone call. She decided to push the thought aside answers it. She hurries to sit down on the couch, having a feeling that she needs to sit down for this before answering.

"Hi Koenma sama. How are things over there?" She says with her usual cheerful voice

"...Botan" Botan looks at the phone confused. Nothing usually makes her master voice waver. He sounded like he wanted to cry. That's not like him. Whatever it was, she was scared to find out.

"Yes Koenma sama. What's the matter?"

He sighs through the phone. He was the only one she told about her feelings for the spirit detective. This was going to crush her, it about almost crushed him so it'll really effect Botan. But he has to tell her. She deserve to know

"Botan….Yusuke is dead"

She couldnt hear whatever Koenma was telling her. She tried to get up but her legs were too weak to walk. Collapsing on the floor. The last thing she remembered was Koenma calling her name before darkness overtook her.

She wakes up looking around. She was confused as to why she woke up on the floor. She turned and saw her phone next to her, then everything came to her like a flood.

"Yusuke No!"

Botan bring her knees up to her head and curls up in a ball sobbing. She couldn't help it. Her best friend died…...Her one true love.

She couldn't tell him. She was afraid knowing he will reject her for his love for Keiko. It was okay by was the reason she moved to Ningenkai. Sure she loved Ningenkai, but Yusuke made the world so much better for her. She was gonna take it to the grave with her or most likely keep it to herself for all eternity. She just wanted him to be happy, happy with Keiko. Even if she was hurt, she was happy he was happy with Keiko. But he won't be if he's dead. Even though she wasn't there she can feel it. She can feel that something was terribly wrong, her hurt was hurting, and she knew he was gone.

She didn't want him going on this mission. She knew something was going to happen. She was scared for him like woman would be if her love was going on a dangerous mission. She kept trying to wipe the tears away, but it was a futile attempt.

Three days later

Botan was a walking corpse. Not having the strength and willpower to do anything; she stayed home sulking in her room. She knew she'll have to resume her duties again, but she didn't want to. What was the point if she has nobody to assist. But being her she felt as though she was being selfish. There are others who felt hurt about the discovery of Yusuke if not more. Her mind wonder off to the one person who was closest to him. She didn't know if she knows, but if she didn't she should be the one to tell her.

"What am I doing? I should go see about Keiko and see if she knows" Botan says to herself as she materialize her oar and heading straight to Keikos house/restaurant.

Within minutes she was knocking on her door. "Keiko. Hey! Keiko you here?"

She quickly opens the door with a horrifying look. "Botan! Please help there's something wrong with Puu"

Botan begins to panic "W-what do you mean"

"He not flying and he's sick it's like he's almost dying" Keiko spouts while crying "Puu is Yusuke's inner him. IS Yusuke okay?" Keiko searches through Botans eyes. Panic rising by Botans silences. Botan slowly looks down at her feet trying to hide the upcoming tears, there is no pointing hiding it from her. She is Yusuke's true love. She slowly lift her head up and nods her head sideways. 0

"NO sweetie… Yusuke…." She couldn't finish the sentence it was so hard for her

"Botan! Yusuke what!? What happened!?" Keiko was getting really scared at this point

He died honey. He died" She hugged Keiko as they weeped together.

"How could he put himself in danger like that. He wanted and asked me to marry him and he dies this." Botan had to hide the hurt with a sad smile.

"This cant be wouldn't just die. He's not dead!" Keiko refused to believe it. She harshly push Botan away and quickly runs out of her room, down the stairs and out in the streets. Botan didn't stop her. She knew she needed time for herself. Everyone has different ways of grieving. She slowly got up, ready to leave when something was vibrating in her pocket.

She takes out the mirror communicator and Koenma popped up

"Yes Koenma-sama" She solemnly speaks. Not bothering to hide her pain. I'm pretty sure the rest of the boys are taking it hard. But she felt like her other half was gone. Her heart was hurting.

"Botan. I figured you found out what happened?"

She slowly nods her head.

"Well you'll be happy to hear that Yusuke is actually alive" Koenma beams

Botan looks at her master quickly feeling a whiplash coming in. She must have not heard him right. If this was some sick joke she was going to beat his ass whether he was her master or not.

"Koenma sama if this is some sick jo-"

"Botan you know that i dont usually joke around. If i say something that is a very sensitive topic I mean it."

There was a pregnant pause. They both looked at each other in the small mirror letting the other sink in what he said. She couldnt believe it. Her Yusuke. He was still alive, but how?

"...How is that possible?"

"...Well dad got his security team to track down and get Sensui….Botan he's half demon"

Botan gasped "What!?"

"...We will have to be careful with him. Father is not pleased about this information and will try his best to have him removed."

"Where is he"

"...He is recovering right now. Not surprised very quickly if I may add"

"Is he in your care facility"

"Yes, but i think-"

"I'm on my way" She didn't care if she was being rude. She needs to see that he was alright.

"I should go find keiko and bring her with me" summoning her oar, she sits and launches out the window.

40 minutes passed with and she couldn't find Keiko anywhere.

"Where the hell could she be?" Botan sighs in frustration. She was gonna head out giving up when she heard sniffling in the alley she passed. She hovered back going through the alley. Hearing the cries louder. Legs someone is hiding behind the dumpster.

"Keiko?" She calls out

"Go away Botan"

Botan sighs in relief. Finally she found her.

"Keiko I have somethi-"

"NO! Go away! There's nothing but heartache with you guys"

IT stung her. She knew that it was true. There's always someone hurt or dying. Well Kuwabara faked his death, but still it took a toll on everybody.

"Honey… I know I am the last person you want to talk to, but I got news from Koenma…..Yusuke….Yusuke is alive"

She sees feet walking towards her and looks up to see a shocked Keiko looking at her.

"W-What!? What do you mean. How dare you say stuff like that Botan! Is this funny to you. You just told me-"

"I know what I said!" She couldn't take it anymore. She was trying to be nice but it seemed that was no longer the objective. "Like I said….Koenma called me… not to long go after you left...He told me that Yusuke came back to life due to his demon blood"

"Wait what? Demon blood?" Keiko was so confused

"...Yeah...It turns out Yusuke is half demon… From a very powerful one… Anyways he made it. I came so you can go with me to see him"

"You don't have to tell me twice" She hops on the oar behind Botan holding onto her waist

"When I see him I'm going to beat the hell out of him for making me worry like that. Not once but twice. This has got to stop." Keiko looks ahead very angry, but yet concerned.

Botan couldn't disagree. She hated the job Yusuke does. It's like he has a thrill for danger. She knew it was his job, but Yusuke tends to bring it another level. "Hold on tight"

They fly throughout the world. Within minutes they make it in Rekai heading straight to Koenma's office. They make it to his door and knock on it before entering.

"Koenma sama we here. Where is he"

"Botan I was expecting you here sooner, but you still made. Keiko" Nodding his head in acknowledgment to her.

"Can we see him now?" Keiko couldn't wait she needed to see him.

Koenma looks at both ladies before slowly nodding his head "Yes he is awake right now but don't stay for long he needs his rest"

"Yes koenma"

"Yes koenma sama"

"Good. Botan I hope you know where the medical facility is? If so he's in room 5" he looks back at her

"Yes thank you sir" They both hurry out, Botan leading the way.

They finally reach the place looking for room 5. Looking around they finally found the room number. Looking at each other before entering. Keiko opens the door.

Yusuke turns and looks at them. He gives them a heartwarming grin. "Yo what took you so long babe?"

Keiko eyes begins to water. "Y-Yusuke" She runs and hugs him tightly while sobbing on his chest.

"Keiko stop crying will yal. You making my gown all wet"

"Y-Yusuke you Jerk! How can you get yourself hurt bad like this" she lightly punches him

He shrugs, waving his hand at her "I'm fine. Jeez you're such a worry wort" He turns his head and sees Botan standing at the door with unshed tears in her eyes

There it goes again! I needs some fuckin medical help because my heart shouldnt be beating like this. Otherwise-

SMACK!

He was so focused on his thoughts that he didnt know Botan coming closer to him.

He looks at her in shock. Holding his stinging cheek. Her eyes were hidden behind her bangs. She started trembling, but he didnt know if it was from her being upset or angry.

"How dare you!" she finally looks at him.

What Yusuke saw was something he never expected to see in Botan. And quite frankly it scared him. He didn't know she can harbor such anger. He seen Keiko angry all the time, but for Botan it didn't sit well with him for some reason. He didn't want her to be angry at him for whatever reason it was.

"Botan! What are you doing!?" Keiko says in shock, But Botan didn't pay her any mind. She was still looking at Yusuke

"B-Botan" He didnt know what to say. He didnt know what he did for her to be angry at him. "Botan wha-"

"Save it!" She storms out the room.

Yusuke looks at the door wide eyed.

"What the hell just happened?" Says to Keiko, but more importantly to himself

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