Ok so I had a really bad day…and I decided to turn it into angst filled fan fict. Really close relationship ended tonight and I'm sad and hurt. For the record, I am a BABE!!! But tonight sucked and I wrote the poem/song thing and decided to add a little Steph and spice and everything nice to it. This is something I never ever do…but I just went with it. I would say I hope you enjoy…but… Review Please!

NOTE:

Ranger is OOC

All characters belong to Janet…yh I know…she rocks!

Ranger was my rock. He was my support system. He was always there to pick up the pieces. After Scrog and every other fiasco, it was his arms I wanted to be safely cocooned in. After every Morelli fight and after every stalker, he were there, he made me laugh and just calm down. I was there for him too, I loved him so. I would be there for him without a backwards glance.

You were my support when I was down

You helped me stand when I couldn't breathe

You held my hand and made me see

Things were better then they seemed to me

Lately, you have drifted from me. Even after I left Morelli, we just stopped being close. You would send other people to be around the office, or you would purposefully avoid me. I see you joke and laugh with Jeane Ellen, and wonder why not me? I understand if we can never be together- but you're breaking my heart and it hurts to breathe. You were my best friend and now you just don't care. You make jokes that cut me deep, my insecurities are at your feet. I can't stop the pain that invades my sleep. Do you even care anymore?

Then you forgot about me

You told mean jokes that made me cry

You didn't care what happened to me

The things you said to me

Made me want to cry

You know I will always be there for you. You stopped checking in. You stopped answering calls. I miss being called Babe and the sound of your voice. It hurts to breathe. You randomly call me because there is a situation. My heart clenches at your ring tone and I want to ignore it. But deep down I'm still loyal because you were always there for me. I answer and hear your voice washing over me. I agree to what you need. I help you out, but why? You don't even care about me anymore.

You call me when the shit hits the fan

The best friend you forgot you had

And I'm standing here

I take your call

But deep down I wonder why

Once upon a time…you were there for me

But now, but now you make me cry

I see you making the bets on me. I hear you tell Morelli I should quit. I see the way you look at me as if I'm gum under your feet. It hurts my soul, I trusted you. I bared my beliefs and all my thoughts. I trusted you to be around. I am still at your beck and call- why am I still waiting on you? What did I do wrong?

You forgot about me

You tell mean jokes that make me cry

You put me down and I just cringe

I walk away with my head held high

But deep down I wonder why

I'm still there for you

We have a history that runs so deep. You were there for me, but I can't do this anymore. I deserve better then how you are treating me. I'd give my life for you instantly, but from now on we are through. No more hoops, I'm not here for you.

I take one last glance your way

Remembering all the good times

We had so much fun and we learned to stand on our own two feet

But now but now we're done

And I'm walking away

Determined to live life without you near

I will live this down

You will not turn my life upside down

You made me cry

From now on all you get is a hello or a nod of my head your way. We were once so close, but for my own sake I'm drawing a line in the sand. Hello, Goodbye is all you will hear from me. What did I do? What can I say?

I suck it up this is the end

No more calls and no more friends

The hand that guided now disappears before my eyes

You were so great and now it ends

I wish you the best

Good luck in life my beloved friend