Of course I don't own GH or any of the characters in this story I am merely borrowing them to fantisize about how I would love for them to be used in the show which of course probably will never happen but hey a girl can dream right?
I am a huge fan of the brother/sister relationship that exists between Jason and Emily solet me know if I get a bit to carried away with that relationship.
Ihave an overall idea ofwhere this story is going but if you have any suggestions I'm listenin':)OK well then I guess it's time to get on to the story.......
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It was an incredibly cold winter day and the white snow that blanketed the ground gave the world a sense of peace and beauty that was calming to the beautiful brunette's nerves as she sat on the dock thinking about all the turmoil that existed in her life and trying to figure out how all those things could possibly exist in a world that seemed so peaceful, but then if there was one thing that Emily Quatermaine's life had taught her it was that things are never what they seem, that a calm surface very often can be hiding a storm that has the strength to destroy everything you've ever known. Lord knows that had happened to her plenty of times in her life like when her real mother had died of cancer, or like the time when she had felt like she was dying inside and nobody noticed or even seemed to care, her surface then had been covering a girl who depended on drugs just to get thru the day and those are just a few of the example's that she could give. Not to mention what she was going through right now when the love of her life was being ripped from her arms and dragged away to prison for God only knew how long she felt like her heart was breaking and the life that they had planned was desintigrating right in front of her eyes. She had never felt more alone than she did at that moment.
Jason Morgan hated seeing his sister look so defeated especially when there was nothing he could do to make things better for her and in Jason's opinion if anyone deserved to be happy it was Emily hand's down. Jason approached the bench she was sitting on but she was so engrossed in her thoughts that she didn't even notice him until he sat down next to her and placed his hand on her arm. Em was so startled that she almost jumped off the bench which made Jason laugh "Easy Em it's just me" and she looked over at him smiling " Oh hey Jase, I'm sorry I pretty out of it today."
"That's ok Iknow you have alot on your mind. Elizabeth called and told me that you ran out of the police station when they took Nicholas away, she seemed pretty worried about you" he paused to look at her before he went on "to be honest Emily I am too," Jason studied her face as he said this noting that she couldn't quite make eye contact with him and he had a sudden flashback to her as a young girl in a hospital bed right after she had over dosed and tried to fly off the roof of the Quartermaine mansion and he felt that same surge of protectiveness as he had before and everytime since then when he saw her looking sad or vulnerable, god he hated seeing her look vulnerable that was the one thing he never ever wanted her to be or feel.
But he couldn't fix it this time, as much as he hated to admit that there was something he couldn't do for her, it was the truth.
Emily mentally shook herself she didn't want anyone to worry about her it wouldn't give Nicholas back to her and it certainly would not make her feel any better to be pitied so she decided to change the subject " I'll be fine Jase you know me, I know better than anyone how to survive. Anyway thats enough about me how are things with you and Sam going? Did ya tell her that you love her yet? I mean don't get me wrong Jason I'm not trying to be blunt, I just happen to believe that you shouldn't waste one moment of life being miserable if you love someone that makes you happy. To be honest Jase as painful as it is to have to live without Nicholas I at least have happy memories to sustain me thru not having him,youshouldn't bewasting the time you could be spending with her just because your afraid of getting hurt.Plus I have it on very good authority thatSam loves you too and that she trust's you completely which I think is something that's really hard for her to do. Not that it surprises me your the kind of person that engenders trust, but I still think that you should feel privleged."
Jason just looked at her realizing she needed someone else to focus on besides herself though he regretted that it had to be him, she was the only person who could get away with meddling in his life.
"Your right Em I do feel privileged that Sam trusts me but she's the one who left I didn't ask her to that was her choice,"
"Yeah Jase, but you didn't stop her maybe thats why she left, because she wanted you to try to stop her and when you didn't she still had to go thru with her decision...... whether she wanted to or not,"
"I don't know Emily butit's probably for the best. I live a hard life and it's not fair of me to ask her to live it with me, especially when I have done nothing to deserve her."
"Oh Jase there is no one better or more worthy of love and happiness than you and I guarentee that Sam feels the same way and she probably wishes that she could be the one to give that to you,"
Emily's words struck a cord within Jason and as he looked at her he began to realize that she was right Sam did make him happy and he believed that he had made her happy too and maybe just maybe there was a chance that they could have a future. The truth was Jason was just plain tired of sacrificing himself and his own happiness for everyone else, he used to always be willing to put aside his life for Sonny or Carly and the boys and as much as he loved them all they were doing fine exceptnow he wasn't, he needed something more, something that Sam had given him just by being there when he walked in the door at night and the way she would make him talk like she really wanted to know him inside and out. She represented warmth and acceptance and dare he think it ....... home?
Jason marveled at how Emily had so completely turned the conversation around so that she didn't have to talk about herself and he watched as she stood up to go and turned to him and said,
"I hope that things work out for someone it would be nice to hear a story with a happy ending for a change. Maybe that could be you."
Jason stood up and they embraced "If you need anything Emily just call me OK?"
She smiled though he noticed that it didn't quite reach her eyes "OK Jase thank you," then she turned and walked away leaving Jason alone with his own thoughts and still as worried about her as he had been before he'd found her.
Ok I know not much is happening yet but I've got to build it up a little bit before I get to all the fun stuff!!
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