Who are you?
You with the big, curly hair
You with the poison lips
You with the sad, sad eyes
Can't tell them
Can't spoil the ending
But
It's more than that
Because
Nobody REALLY knows you
Not your mother
Not your father
Not even your own husband
(Wait, is he even that?)
You really don't know
Your life has always been
Full
To
The
Brim
With 'Spoilers'
Your childhood…spoiled
Your sanity…spoiled
Your chances at being normal…spoiled
Your love life…spoiled
Everything…spoiled
Because,
You love the Doctor with
Everything
You
Have
And
Everything
You
Are
But he doesn't love you back
-Not in the way you love him-
He thinks of you as
A child
His killer
A mystery
(and, mostly, a nuisance)
Yes,
To HIM you're just
A child, who was forced to grow up much too fast
His killer, who is in search of his forgiveness
A mystery, that he is always itching to unravel
(and, usually, a nuisance, who goes flying off to 'save' him when he is "in no need of saving")
Your husband-for-lack-of-better-words
(you know)
Is somewhat right
(But is also somewhat wrong)
Because
You are a child without a true childhood
His killer who never killed him
A mystery to even yourself
(and, often, a nuisance who can't really tell right from wrong from left from right)
But,
You also have come to think of yourself as other things
Using new titles like:
The Bride-Without-A-Groom
The Woman-Who-Is-A-Child
The Sometimes-Willing-Prisoner
The Best-Friend
The Girl-With-The-Wrong-Name
The Girl-With-The-Wrong-Name
The girl with the wrong name
Because,
That's the truth
You have
Never
Ever
In
Your
Entire
Life
Been called by your
Real
Name
You have been called:
Melody Pond
MELS
The Girl
Professor
Doctor
River Song
But
You
Have
Never
Been
Called
Anything
(at least, not anything REAL)
Because,
You don't have any REAL documentation
(You don't REALLY exist)
You don't have any REAL parents
(You, in all honesty, were the one who REALLY raised them)
You didn't have a REAL wedding
(Unless you count that time
-in a, now non-existent, bubble universe-
when neither of those wedded spoke their real names)
And
"Look into my eyes."
Is NOT a name
Neither is
"Doctor"
(But, neither are any of yours, for that matter)
Because,
You
Know
You
Are
Wrong
(And you want a mummy who will hold you when you cry)
-And you want a daddy who will punch anyone anything that tries to kiss you or hurt you-
But, you don't REALLY want a husband
Not if your husband is HIM
He makes everything
Feel
So
Wrong
And you just want
RIVER SONG
To go and die
And
Never
Ever
Come
Back
(not never)
-not in a million years-
Because
RIVER SONG
Is not REAL
If you were REAL,
you would be
The
Wonderfully
Ordinary
Melody Williams
And
There would be
No
Such
Things
As
'Spoilers'

Author's Note:

Thanks for reading this all the way through, it means a lot to me, I was a bit nervous putting this on here because there are so many people who believe that you can love River or Rose, either or, But, that is not the truth. The fans who started with Hartnell can tell you that Rose is still each Doctor's "perfect" romantic companion. But, you know what, River Song is pretty damn sexy, but the Doctor has never liked guns, sexy maybe, but like them, no way. But, it is just like the Doctor to get married, save the universe, and end up back were he started. A teenage rebel who can't ever be tied down. But, the reason I wrote this is because I don't think that River really wanted to get married as she was never really allowed to grow up. Marriage is a big step, and she seems so naive towards emotions and relationships, even on the day of her death. She and her mother both put too much faith into the wrong man.