Ever since Fang had left, Dylan has backed off and seemed to get the clue that I don't like him. He has also learned that not that everything that people say is true.
"The voice" told me I had to get over Fang and be with dylan because he is my "perfect half". Yeah watever. I never really listen to the voice, I normally go by instinct, and not what some stupid voice inside my head says! Only stupid people would listen to it!
"Hey! Yours may be stupid, but so far mine has been right. Lilyana hasnt been wrong yet!" Angel said reading my mind. I just tried to tune her out because I haven't been in the mood latly to deal with her. "She siad Fang was going to die..he did. And how it would be better if I was leader, but no one ever listens to an 8 year old," She mumbled to herself. Angel has wanted to be leader for a ling time. She was leader for a day when the whole flock voted for Fang and I to get lost. That day was horible! I felt betrade, lost and unwanted. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
Anyway, in that one day Angel had maneged to trun the flock into gun targets and almost captured. But of corse, Fang and I flew in an saved the day. In that prosses I got a gun pointed at me by Angel, and Jeb shot. If you didn't know already Jeb is my father. Me and him always fought about if i should trust him or not. Yes he saved us from the school but after that he just left and disapered. He pops up after a battle between the flock and some erasers. I had killed one of them and as we ran...flew away, I look back and see Jeb cluching the earaser I had just killed, Jeb then yelled he was your brother. As confused as I was I didn't stop flying. Somehow the earaser I had killed was still alive. His name was Ari and he really was my brother..well half borther. Latter when Ari and I are fighting side by side He dies..I promised I would never forget him..that was the first time I had cryed in front of the flock. The seconed was when Fang died..and thankfuly came back. And then the therd was when I was reading the note that Fang had left me saying that he had left and that he was a distarction to me. In the note he also said that he loved me and that I shouldnt try to find him. For a week strate I spent my time in my room crying. I never ate or slept...just me, my bed and my tears. My mom came in a few times to tell me everything was going to be okay, but I never listened and just cryed harder. Dylan came in the most to tell me that if i ever needed to talk that he would be there to talk to me and listen...he siad that he knew how I felt, I always wondered if he really did, but how could he?
And then it hit me. It hit me like an earaser hitting me square in the face with a round house kick. I winced in pain..Dylan really does know how I feel...