Look at me, up in the sky.
All my feelings give me away.
Loving you could be so easy, loving you could be so great.
How can I try to explain?
"I just… I feel like I'm not here. I feel like I'm not in here, or out there, or anywhere. I don't exist."
I've taken pieces home. I promise you I never meant to.
"But you are here. You are in my head, and my heart, and everything I do, everywhere I look, everything I think."
Benedict took my face in his hands.
Well how can I try to explain?
It's such a selfish compromise.
"I love you more than I've ever loved anyone or anything in my life. I just… I need you to come back to me. I need you to exist again."
Loving you could be so easy. Loving you could be so great.
Maybe a change might keep me high.
"I love you too. Will you help me?"
He kissed my lips gently, and then pulled me into him.
"I will do anything for you".
He kissed the top of my head.
And I existed.