How could he? How could he fall for her? How could he fall in love with…someone else?

I love him, not her! I love him so much. I thought everyone knew, but I guess I was wrong.

The way I acted! I…I didn't mean to push him away. I never thought he'd think we were just friends! Now, that's all we may become. Just friends. It sounds so horrible! He thinks I love that pig! How? I never thought he would think that.

All I can do now is sit here and pretend to read my book. I'm trying not to look up at them holding each other, snogging to death. It is so disgusting!

All I see is fingers running through red hair. I can hear her moan his name every now and then.

Yes, I know, she is my friend, but she can be so…cruel. People think she is nice to me, but she can be a real…hag when no one is around! I hate her! She could die and I wouldn't care. I wouldn't shed a tear for her. I wish we can loss her in the war.

I'll just slip away. They won't see me. I'll just grab my stuff and walk up the dormitory steps and lay in bed.

I'm almost at the steps. They haven't noticed yet.

"Hermione," Neville's voice comes, "where are you going?"

I turn and see the couple looking at me.

"Oh, I'm just going to put my bag away and get a book. Do you need help with homework, Neville?"

"Yea, I do."

"Here let me help you."

The couple goes back to snogging. I want to puke!

I finish helping Neville and he goes to bed. Everyone is gone, but…him.

"Hey, you're still up, why?" I ask him so things won't get bizarre.

"I wanted to see if you're okay."

"Of course. Never better."

He smiles, but I can see the pain in his eyes. I stand and walk over to the couch he is sitting on. I sit where his girlfriend had been sitting.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing," he says and turns his head. I hear him sniffle.

I turn his head in to face me and say, "No, something is wrong, you're crying. Tell me, please."

"It's nothing I can talk about."

"Okay, you know where to find me when you think you can talk. I'm going to bed. Night."

"Night."

I stand, turn, and walk towards the girls' dormitory. I am about to touch the knob when I feel his arms wrap around my waist.

He turns me to face him, and I see his eyes are luminous. Not from tears, but from love. His face is nearing mine slowly. He is giving me time to pull back if I want, but I'm doing the same to him.

Our lips touch, but pull back quickly. Though just as quickly, they touch again, until they stay together like they're glued. My eyes flutter to close.

I stick my tongue out to lick his lips to find he has done the same thing. We let the tips of our tongues grow use to one another. We finally explore each others mouths.

My hand finds his hair and I run my fingers through it. I'm running my fingers through his hair! It is so soft.

He bites my bottom lip playfully and I moan his name.

His mouth leaves my mouth and travels down to my neck, leaving lazy kiss all the way. I can't take it and pull his head up to my face and bite his lower lip lightly causing him to moan out my name.

We finish and look at each other.

"Hermione, I made a mistake," he starts and I think he is talking about kissing me. "I don't love her. I love you."

"Really?"

"Yes, but I know you could never love me."

"Oh, you don't know how wrong you are."

He looks at me straight in the eyes. I feel myself melt even more than ever.

"I love you, too."

He smiles and nuzzles my neck and leaves kiss there too in between.

All I can say is really only moan,

"Oh…Harry."

A silly little one shot I thought of. Hoped you liked.

Crazy for that special someone