A/N: My sequel to 'Gang Wars'! YAY! I've been wanting to write this FOREVER! But, before this very short introduction starts, let me apologize to some readers. You see, I put a poll up a couple of months ago asking what the sequel should be about 'cause I couldn't choose. But, no one voted. One day, I decided what it would be about, but when I went to delete my poll, SOMEONE HAD VOTED. And it WASN'T FOR MY CHOICE. So, I'm SO sorry for not writing about that choice, but I REALLY want to write about what I chose!

Oh, and if you haven't read 'Gang Wars' yet, I suggest that you do, otherwise you'll be REALLY confused while reading this!

Okay, now that that's out of the way…

Song for this chapter: "Never Think" by Robert Pattinson (this is a little confusing, I know, but I think it kind of fits, and it'll become easier to understand later in the story)

I was so stupid. And lying there, I realized that.

What was wrong with me? It was an idiotic reaction to such a little mistake. How could I lose trust in him when it wasn't even his fault? I would slap myself, but the strength required wasn't there.

I saw his face run through my mind. The first time we met when he and the boys had saved me. His beautiful greenish-grey eyes I loved so much and his hair that was just beginning to get back to its colour before his life had changed forever. His face when it all ended, full of sadness, confusion, and other emotions.

And it was all because of me.

I knew as I lay there, dying, that I would never get the chance to apologize. I could never be able to apologize for the biggest mistake of my life.

On one hand, I would die and never be able to say sorry and make him feel better. On the other hand, I would be out of his life forever. And yes, that is the positive side of things, since he would never have to see or deal with me again.

I took a weak breath as I prepared for my death when I heard a voice call my name, almost from a million miles away;

"Caitlyn? Caitlyn, can you hear me?"

A/N: So… that's pretty much it for this chapter. Please, don't jump to conclusions as to who called her name; you mind will probably change during the story, just so you know. I'll update as fast as I can because I'm on summer vacation, so it should be easy enough, right? Oh, and please remember to R&R and that I'm not S.E. Hinton and therefore I don't own 'The Outsiders', which I wish I did, but I don't.