It started when I was 12. I didn't know what to do or what to say so I just went with it. Now I'm 16 and it's still going on. My name is Jeff and this is my story. I first knew I was gay when I was in my last year of primary school, it was the year the guys started looking at girls and saying they were cute and everything but I start looking at boys that way and that's when I knew I was gay. I came out to my father the day before I came out to the people in my class. Those were the two worst days of my life.
My father started beating me up when I told him. He called me a "worthless little fag" and up to this day I can still hear those words in my head. I think, wait I know I was lucky I met Nick. I met him on the first day I started private school I got accepted into. If I didn't meet Nick I could've been lying in a ditch somewhere for all I know. We bumped into each other when we met, we were both 13, ever since that we've been joined at the hip. He is so amazing.
I found out Nick was gay when I first went to his house and out of nowhere he kissed me. That was by far the best day of my life so far. I'm happy I didn't go home for the weekend. If I did I would've been killed. Nick knew about my father and he tried to stop it but there was no point. Nick said I could live with him when there was holidays or on weekends, but I didn't want to be a burden.
But now I live with Nick in our dorm and in his house when we have school breaks and I love it. I moved in with Nick my boyfriend, yes my boyfriend about 4 months ago. I still get a bit worried because my father could find me and hurt me. So I say to myself deal with it until he finds me. I love the way Nick's parents are accepting of our relationship and their not like my father.
I hate the way sometimes my father shows up at my school and beats me up when no one is around, it's hell. I ended up in hospital a few months back because of him. Nick's parents rang the cops and got him arrested I thank them for that.
So as long as he's in jail I don't have to worry about the fecker, all I have to do is look after my beautiful boyfriend. All my friends said we would end up together I didn't believe them till now.
I love you Nick
Jeff.