CHAPTER 1

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MY EMOTIONS HAD GOTTEN THE BETTER OF ME…

It was dark when I awoke. I was still a little bit shaky from the accident. I had a couple of vertical cuts on my arm that where swollen. I sighed in disbelieve that I had nearly killed myself for what had happened earlier in the day.

The situation was out of control. It was his fault, to put it a better perspective. He, Joseph Jonas was my secret boyfriend. It was the first time I had been involved with a boy before.

He stole my heart from the first time I looked at him. He was thin, but muscular. He had perfect white straightened teeth and black hair. He was a perfect 180 on the 1-10 scale. He would always stare at me whenever he had a chance to.

I still have no idea why he decided to break-up with me. I had never done anything to him. He was my heart, my love, the fire burning that kept me warm. I thought it was going to last forever but, you know what they say about love "it's a back-stabbing bitch!" Not only did this breakup result in embarrassment but as well suicide.