Ryo Ko
The title means "Demon Call".
I own the plotline, the characters and anything unfamiliar to the LJ Smith universe. The soulmate principle and some clan names belong to her. Don't use anything of mine without permission please.
This is the first chapter only, and I plan to write more to it. I hope you don't mind that it's so short. I just can't help it. Inspiration struck. Literally, I still have a welt. Another one of my despairing soulmate ideas. If you don't like it, then don't flame. Just tell me why.
I suffer more and more each day, seeing my heart's desire, hearing it, feeling it. Yet there is nothing I can do. Your love is not mine, nor has it ever been. You always glance right over me, as though I am not there. As though I do not exist.
So I conceal myself in shadows, have become a part of them, to hide from my desire. But it is hard. My heart tears itself to pieces thinking of you. I cannot eat anymore, can barely even think now. I am a wretched being, full of despair and unrequited love. And I hate myself for it.
I hate myself because I cannot be strong. I can hardly will myself the few bites I have taken over the week, let alone will myself to live. I hope you are happy with yourself.
You destroyed me. When I saw you with that girl the first time, I should have known. But I turned a blind eye. But I couldn't pretend any longer when I saw you two in my own bedroom, my own _bed_, making love.
That broke me. I couldn't keep going. I needed to be weak, just for a little while. I needed to cry. So I did. But I never knew despair is like a drug. Taste it once, and you will never be able to get off it. So I sunk deeper and deeper into myself, wallowing in self-hatred and depression.
But I cannot take it any longer. I have been weak far too long; I can't get away from it. It drowns me, dragging me deeper every moment, flooding through me. So I will escape it the only way I know how. I will escape it through death.
But first, I must face you...
Hope you liked it! Please review and make me a happy little kitten!
The title means "Demon Call".
I own the plotline, the characters and anything unfamiliar to the LJ Smith universe. The soulmate principle and some clan names belong to her. Don't use anything of mine without permission please.
This is the first chapter only, and I plan to write more to it. I hope you don't mind that it's so short. I just can't help it. Inspiration struck. Literally, I still have a welt. Another one of my despairing soulmate ideas. If you don't like it, then don't flame. Just tell me why.
I suffer more and more each day, seeing my heart's desire, hearing it, feeling it. Yet there is nothing I can do. Your love is not mine, nor has it ever been. You always glance right over me, as though I am not there. As though I do not exist.
So I conceal myself in shadows, have become a part of them, to hide from my desire. But it is hard. My heart tears itself to pieces thinking of you. I cannot eat anymore, can barely even think now. I am a wretched being, full of despair and unrequited love. And I hate myself for it.
I hate myself because I cannot be strong. I can hardly will myself the few bites I have taken over the week, let alone will myself to live. I hope you are happy with yourself.
You destroyed me. When I saw you with that girl the first time, I should have known. But I turned a blind eye. But I couldn't pretend any longer when I saw you two in my own bedroom, my own _bed_, making love.
That broke me. I couldn't keep going. I needed to be weak, just for a little while. I needed to cry. So I did. But I never knew despair is like a drug. Taste it once, and you will never be able to get off it. So I sunk deeper and deeper into myself, wallowing in self-hatred and depression.
But I cannot take it any longer. I have been weak far too long; I can't get away from it. It drowns me, dragging me deeper every moment, flooding through me. So I will escape it the only way I know how. I will escape it through death.
But first, I must face you...
Hope you liked it! Please review and make me a happy little kitten!