Prologue

It's been 6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, 12 hours, 15 minutes && 45. 46.. 47... seconds, since he left me. It feels like a lifetime to me.

I hear the words over and over in my head. I haven't talked to HIM since "a clean break". So he has no idea that I'm 7 months pregnant with his baby. I tried telling him the day he broke up with me but he had other plans.

Alice && my dad are the only ones that know. At school everyone looks at me with pity in their eyes, knowing that I will be a single mother or they think I'm a slut who slept with some random stranger. I really don't care what they think anymore. Alice officially moved in with me yesterday. Carlisle && Esme know Alice is living with me but not the real reason why.

She is amazing, helping with everything what Edward should be doing. Alice gets phone calls from him once and a while. He lives in Alaska with their cousin; Tanya. He left Carlisle && Esme the same day he left me. Jasper is at Dartmouth; history major. Rose went with Emment to UW. Carlisle && Esme moved to Seattle. Carlisle is a doctor there. Esme became an interior designer.

Edward should be in his senior year of high school but I don't know, Alice && I really don't talk about him. It hurts me too much.

AN: I don't think I'm gonna keep this up. Just thought "why not". I'll probably take it down soon.