Suffering and pain
Cutting and bleeding
Blood of black
Like the shadows
Who know my pain
Watch me greive
Protect me as I cry
Salt and blood
Ease my suffering
Of being trapped
Within a lie
And lost in myself
I feel insecure Of the world around
They pass on by
Never taking a chance
To glance my way
To see if I'm alright
As I sit here
Cold and numb
In self-mutalation
Of heartache and pain
In desperation and sleep
Whether acknowledging
I'm a person
I wrap my arms around myself
In a strange sort of comfort
Eases the shaking
Shivering and bleeding I'm crumbling
Falling to my doom
In a neverending abyss
Of depression
Cutting and bleeding
Relieves the pain and worries
From life's expectations
So I'll no longer be a hero
A being of escape
Who likes to leave reality
Whether in life or death
There may be love
And may also be hate
From those who said,
"I will protect you"
Before they turned away
And left me behind
Forgetting that I'm real
Believing me as insane
In mind and body
Wish to imprison me
In a world of iron
In fear and loathing
Driving the last bits
Of sanity into oblivion
Wishing to create
A world of utter
Harmony and peace
A world that cannot be
For power and greed
Would corrupt it
Destroying what it stood for
Perhaps if I were to die
Maybe I will have peace
Yet, it won't happen
For I fear those around me
Will also be tormented
For what they believe J
ust like I was
Whether they realize or not
That they are exactly
Like their oppossing foes
Trained to destroy
Forcing the weak
Like I use to be
Are made into pawns
In the roles we play
Of this cruel game
We've been placed in
Has been set
Down it's planned path
Whether trapped or free
We'll make it out alive
Still trying to be the best
In this visious world
Of neverending pain
That feeds our ego
That fills our greed
For the time being
When we're ready
To take our place
In this world
That is now corrupted
And hopefully make it
A better place.