"Why does every bad thing have to happen to me, why god did i do something wrong?" I thought as i layed in usagi bed all naked and covered in bruises i felt so ashamed like i can't even explain the person that i thought loved me always abuses me and rapes me when he is mad or drunk like i'm thinking of getting away from here but it's also kinda my fault because i never told him anything. Im just so scared of him and of losing him but i think i need to talk to usagi-san about this because if i dont tell him sooner i might regret something and he might also regret something like big time so im gonna have a nice short talk about. 7:55 its already this late but i dont feel like going to school today so im just gonna stay home.
I went down stairs and started breakfast (a.n: he does have clothes on) until
"Misaki where did u get that bruise from" he said as he was pointing at my cheek that had a purple bruise. "Wait usagi san i will tell you but first let me finish breakfast" i replied kinda scared of whats he gonna do. "Ok" he said giving me a weird look. As i put the plates on the table usagi sat down and then i followed as i took a deep breath in.
"Usagi san for the last month... you have been a-a-abusing me and r-raping me non stop its when your angry and drunk at the same time so whenever i give you attitiude or yell you get mad and do those things to me thats why i always have fresh new bruises on my body." I said looking down at my feet scared of what might happen next.
"So instead of telling me the first time i did it you waited until a month after?"
"Yes" i replied nodding my head still looking down at my feet
"Why misaki why didnt you tell me before? Im so so so sorry i did the most horriblest things to you im so sorry but i dont get it why did you wait this long to tell me?"
"I was scared of losing you i l-lo-love you i really do but it just pains me that i might be the reasing of why your always mad." I said finally meeting his eyes that had tears and so did mines
"I would never get tired of you and you would never lose me?" He said while hugging me as i hugged him back i started crying and crying until he put in his bed and wrapped his arm around my waist,
"I love you too much to ever let you go please forgive me im so truly sorry i would do anything even if means that you want to hit me i dont care." He said while kissing my head
"I love you to" i said
Im happy i told him.