A walk over pavements of school grounds as if a python could strike at any moment,
Silently stepping, Smack, tap, smack, tap
Up the grassy banks my fear and dread fly away,
I place my self up on a ledge watching people talking chatting with there friends,
I think to myself why me why me?
So go over regrets in your head, take another pill
It will never change the past,
A tear rolls down my cheek,
I bow my head in shame,
How could I be so weak when i had already faced all this,
On then outside a bright, sparky thirteen yearold,
You would never see any difference,
But look inside my heart
And find whats actually real,
A frightened, sad lonely little girl with no one to run to,
Not a care in the world Floating away into the distance,
Imaginining a place where there was no past, present or future,
Where time stood still from dawn till dusk,
But then i stop and think,
Whatevers happened in My life, whatever I have done,
Start fresh and forget,
I critise myself and say Its not that simple,
Its not but if you have the power to Love and hold what you have got now,
Never let go,
Look at everyday as its your last and have fun where ever you are in life,
Be the person that will Freeze time to cherish what they have achieved not to look back in shame.