Note: Well here is the first chapter! I hope you guys enjoy! I own nothing in here! And anything in italics are flashbacks. I hope you

all know this is my first "slash" story so cut me some slack here. Enjoy!

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"God Chad, why are you so damn confusing sometimes?!" Troy hissed at Chad.

"Because I can be!" Chad glared at Troy.

Their nice little talk had somehow ended up nearly in throwing punches and verbal abuse.

"But why won't you ask her out?! Did you see the glint of hope in her eyes when she asked you to the movies this weekend?!"

Troy threw his hand out to the side, where Taylor had been not some 10 minutes ago.

Chad glared at him again, only this time the glare was of pure anger, "Drop it…" He growled.

"Fine!" Troy hissed.

Now it was after school and both boys now laid sprawled out on Troy's bed. He didn't want to bring back up what had happened

earlier, but he knew he had to get it out of his best friend. He glanced over at Chad, "So come on and tell me…Why won't you ask

Taylor out?" He propped himself onto his elbows.

Chad sighed and shrugged, "I have my reasons, just like you have your reasons with not asking Gabbi out…"

"Yeah but…Gabbi knows why I won't ask her out…Nobody knows why you won't ask Taylor out…" Troy pointed out.

"I find that kind of odd…" Chad said, now propping himself up onto his elbows, "Gabbi knows why you won't ask her out, and not

even I, your best friend, doesn't know?"

"Just like how I don't know why your not asking Taylor out!" Troy got up and walked downstairs.

Chad snorted and followed him.

"Besides, if I told you, you'd laugh at me…" Troy shrugged, walking out side.

Chad still followed him, "I highly doubt that!"

Troy picked up a basketball.

"So tell me, why won't you ask Gabbi out?" Chad asked.

Troy threw the ball hard toward Chad's gut, "Not until you tell me why you won't ask Taylor out…"

Chad caught, stumbling back a bit, "You'd judge me if I told you…"

"No I wouldn't! We've been best friends since…since…since before pre school! Who says I'll judge you?!" Troy hissed, his anger

starting to build up inside of it, just like it had earlier in the day.

"You've already judged me once, who says you won't again?" Chad shrugged.

"When did I judge you?!" Troy growled, making a fist.

"That one time in Kindergarten!" Chad growled back.

Troy blinked a couple times, "Huh?" He question, cocking his head to left slightly.

"During nap time…On that really rainy day…" Chad said back, dumfounded that his friend couldn't remember.

Troy thought back, the memories slowly starting to come to him.

"Mommy…I hate rain!" 5 year old Troy cried, clinging onto his mother, "Don't make me go!" He cried.

"Mommy, look, it's Troy!" 5 year old Chad pointed, staying close to his own mother, under the umbrella, "Can I go play?!"

He looked beggingly up at his mother.

"Fine…But be careful and don't fall!" She kissed the tops of his head.

Chad jumped for joy and ran over and grabbed Troy's arm, "Let's go inside!"

Troy shook his head, "Mommy!" He cried, "I want to go home!"

"No honey…Go with Chad, on inside now…" She kissed his head and pushed him off gently.

All the kids stayed inside that day and Troy was thankful when naptime came around.

He and Chad laid down, side by side.

Troy curled up and fell asleep.

Chad, on the other hand, couldn't sleep. He looked at Troy and thought he was scared, so being the good friend he was, put

an arm around him and pulled him close.

10 minutes later Troy woke up and looked at Chad.

Chad looked at him and smiled softly.

Troy gave him a look of disgust and pushed him off, "Freak!" he whispered softly.

Troy had never meant to judge Chad like that, "Dude…I was 5, it was raining, and I was scared!"

Chad shrugged, "You still judged me…"

"That was in Kindergarten!" Troy had finally lost his temper.

Chad dropped the ball he was holding, "But you still judged me!"

Before either one of them saw it coming, before Troy could even try stopping himself, he pushed Chad into the wall, ready to punch

him, "I was 5! If I had done that you would called me a weirdo or a freak, too!"

Chad gasped softly as his back slammed into the wall, "No I wouldn't have!"

"And why not?!" Troy asked as his fist became tighter.

Chad leaned over and kissed Troy on the lips.

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Note: Cliffy! YAY! Or not Yay? Lol, you'll have to read the second part to find out what happens next! Until then!