The Journey Of Poppy Clarke

by LouisaBurnhamFan

You have to read 'A Star Disappeared' first though to read this one. Summary: When Poppy was twelve, she lost her mother. And now that she's eighteen, she loses Gerbil too. Her father is now sick at the hospital being close to dying. Summary sucks, but please read xx

Ok, this happened in a role-play so yeah. This is My second Fan fiction Hope you all enjoy this one. I think you have to read A Star Disappeared first before you read this one Well hope you enjoy xxxx

Poppy's Pov:

Here I am alone next to my brother's tombstone. I am now eighteen and my father is really sick at the hospital. I guess I'm going to be on my own with no brother, no father, and no mother. Patricia told me I can always visit her and the family (Yes Patricia and Eddie had lovely Peddie babies), but I don't want to cause any trouble. I wanted to stay with Mara and live with her for a few months, but I think she is as depressed as I am so I don't want to bother her either.

I look at my brother's tombstone again, and sigh. 'If only, I can see your face again Gerbil' I said to myself. I am losing too many 'stars' in my life. I lost my mom who died when I was only twelve. I lost Gerbil who died last weekend in a car accident. And now I'm losing my dad who is sick at the hospital.

I lay down on my knees and said, 'I know you can hear me Gerbil, and I know you want me to stay strong, but without you I just can't' And then the tears starts running down my cheek. I rarely don't like to show my tears, but when it comes to death, I just breakdown in to tears. I never thought I would loose Gerbil, until the day I found out he died in a car accident.

I tried not to remember, but flashbacks keep haunting me. Those last words, 'I love you' that he said to me, those blue eyes, I just can't stop thinking of Gerbil. I wipe out my tears and continue 'talking to Gerbil'. 'You will always be with me Gerbil no matter what. You'll be in my dreams, you'll be on mind, and you'll be forever in my heart. I just want you to know that I love Gerbil.'

I got up and started walking with tears in my eyes. 'Why does God have to take away Gerbil, MY Gerbil away from me' I said to myself.

I entered a Café restaurant and sat down. I then ordered a medium size coffee. When I got my order, I realized Mick entered the Café restaurant. Mick and I weren't really friends; we're more like 'Frenemies' Mick and Gerbil never really got along with each others because of the whole 'Mickra' and 'Jara' thing. Soon, Mick went out with Joy, but it seemed Joy still had feelings for Fabian so eventually those two broke up. Nina went back to America, and then 'Jabian' happened. Amber broke up with Alfie and went out with this other guy, I don't even know. And now 'Pifie' is now official. Yep, there are a lot of relationship problems when you're a teen, but now we're all adults, so we need to more mature about it.

Tears started running down my cheek again. People started staring at me. I didn't mind the staring at all, but it was getting annoying. I got up and left the Café restaurant. I started running home, but then stopped to get some rest. I didn't realize how long the Café away from my apartment is. I decided I would take the bus instead. When the bus arrived, I went in and sat down at the back. I then saw someone that looked very familiar who was sitting next to me. I then screeched and hugged her very tight.

Hehe well that's chapter 1! Can you guess who the mysterious person is? Hint: She isn't the show, she's a relative. But she's Poppy's age. Xxxx

Love,

LouisaBFan

Oh, and I CAN'T BELIEVE I KILLED JEROME!