Hey guys, this is the first chapter of 2 that i've written after the episode "Home again" 4x14. It's a mix of reality and fantasy.

I hope you like it.

I DON'T OWN ANY CHARACTER, I ONLY INVENTED SARAH FORBES-MONTGOMERY.

Thanks BadassGenius.. my wonderful betareader!


HARD DAYS

MONDAY Seattle

"Hey Sarah, what are you doing here?"

"Hi Derek. I'm here for a consult."

"So how are you?"

"Fine. Tomorrow I'll go to L.A. for Bizzy's wedding, yeah, you understood well, her wedding. with Susan. Do you remember her?"

"Yeah, her assistant"

"Not only. In any case you shouldn't know it."

"Well, I'm happy to see you here."

"Doctor Grey, I asked you the exams 10 minutes ago."

"I just.."

"I don't care. I want to read it now"

After the surgery

"Richard I tried my best, but the metastasis have expanded too much."

"So, you can't do anything?"

"I suggest not to do anything, but there's an experimental thing that we could do."

"Let's inform the parents"

"Ok"

Meredith, who broke up with Derek almost one years ago, asked him "So, she's Addison's sister.. I didn't know she had a sister."

"Yes, she's the youngest. She's funny"

"Oh, well I've to go"

"So, you live in a trailer?" she asked to her former brother in law.

"Addison told you?"

"Nancy, I met her in NY"

"She's a gossip girl."

"Yeah, I know. In any case, why did you leave my sister?"

"Sarah, I've to go"

"Ok, but I'm going to LA the day after tomorrow, or maybe the day after if my patient will do the second surgery. Why don't you come with me? I've a private plane for me"

"I'm not going to fall in love with your sister again. He cheated on me with Mark, and now she has her own life and I've mine"

"Wrong. Having sex with Mark is like a ritual, everyone does it. Second thing, you don't have a life, and neither has Addison. Oh yes, Bizzy told me she's dating with Sam. But, I don't think it will last."

"Oh, Sam."

"You're jealous"

His face got suddenly red.

"In any case I won't came to LA. "

"Ok, but you're jealous"

"My mother is strange."

"Yes" Mark replied.

"Hey Mark, how are you?"

"Fine, and you?"

"Fine. Sorry but now I've to go"


TUESDAY Seattle

"Morning Sarah, how are things going on?" Derek asked to his former sister in law, who was trying to save a 16years old life with a laparoscopic new way.

"Well, very well. I didn't think it could work. But it working good"

"Wasn't today the wedding?"

Meredith, who was working with Sarah, was listening curiously and thought who's going to marry? Addison?

"Yes, but patients come first"

"Well, Bizzy will kill you"

"Probably"

"Grey, now come here, don't move yourself for any reason and keep it"

Doctor Forbes-Montgomery was performing an excellent surgery, but something went wrong.

Meredith wanted to move herself, thinking she was doing a good thing but she actually killed the patient.

"Start the massage. Grey get out. Ok guys lets open her."

She tried her best, but the girl died.

"Richard, it was going to succeed. She moved, thinking that she was doing the right thing and she killed her. I'm not going to tell her parents that it was working"

"Ok I'll do it"

"Doctor Grey"

"Yes Doctor Montgomery?"

"You killed her. And this experimental surgery was working. It could become a progress for the medicine."

"I know, I'm sorry. Don't tell me. Bye"

She was going out with Derek who wanted to have dinner with her.

"You saw her, Derek."

"Yes, I don't really know what she wanted to do"

Sarah telephone rang.

"Hey Addie, how was the Wedding?"

"Hey calm down. What happened?"

"What" tears started streaming down her face.

"How, no, no, no, no Addison, it's not true. Bizzy, no, no, no"

Derek saw the scene and got scared.

"Ok, I'm coming tonight"

"Oh, you're right. See you tomorrow in New Heavens"

"Bizzy," she sighed "Bizzy died"

"Sarah I'm sorry, really. But how did it happen?"

"I don't understand, heart attack. I'm going to the airport, I'm going to New Heavens."

"You can't go alone. And I know Addison, she'll be destroyed"

"Ok"


WEDNESDAY New Heavens

"Archer, you're already drunk. It 9 am" Sarah exclaimed.

"Dead Mother"

"Ok, do whatever you want. Have you seen the Captain?"

"He's outside with Derek. Why is he here?"

"I was in Seattle and he was with me when Addison called me."

"Ok, do you want some gin?"

"Yes, please"

The Captain got into the living room and announced "Hey, Addison is here"

Sarah said "Addie, how it's…"

"Hey Sarah, don't worry." Addison whispered, hugging her little sister.

"Addison." Archer said hugging her, then he turned trough the bare "Bizzy"

Derek reached them "Hey Addie. I'm sorry for Bizzy"

"Thanks Derek. What are you doing here? And why are you still alive? Archer is also drunk. He probably will kill you." she laughed.

"I was in Seattle, you know. And he came with me because I was destroyed. But I'm a Forbes-Montgomery and I can't show my emotions now. Bizzy's friends are coming in the afternoon"

"Ok, let's go inside"

Bizzy's friends and relatives came.

Sarah and Archer were drinking Gin. Lot of Gin. To honour Bizzy. They said.

Someone knocked on the door.

Sarah went to open the door.

There were Sam, Naomi, Amelia and other persons she didn't know.

"Oh, you guys. Thanks for coming. I'm Sarah Montgomery. I think you are Addison's workmates."

Cooper whispered to Sam "I didn't know Addison had also a sister"

"Oh, take a seat wherever you want. Drink whatever you want. And if you want to eat, just ask to the servants whatever you want"

She really looked like Bizzy. Blonde. Elegant. And beautiful.

Sam asked "Where's Addison?"

Archer replied "Upstairs, with.."

Sarah interrupted her brother "She's busy now."

"Oh, I just wanted to let her know we're here"

"She's busy now. Please take a seat and drink something"

She had the same character too.

UPSTAIRS – Addison's bed room

She was hugging Derek, crying.

"Thanks for being here, Derek. I can't show my emotions. Sarah's right. But here, with you. I can. I feel safe"

"Don't worry Addie. I'm here for you."

"Thanks. And Derek... nobody knows that Bizzy killed herself. She wouldn't want people to know. I don't know if I'll tell Sarah, Archer or the Captain..."

"Sure, honey. Do what you want. And now try to calm down."

"Derek, thanks for being here. I love you"

"Me too."

"Don't tell Sam we're in love again. I tried to tell him for a month. But he avoided me. Then Bizzy came. Derek if I had saved Susan's life... now she'd have been alive. Derek, I feel guilty."

"You aren't. It was an hard surgery. Also Susan knew she was going to die."

"I know. But..."

"No but. She decided to kill herself because she wanted to. She was Bizzy. You know, nobody can make her change her idea."

"Yes. You know, she told me that she loved me"

"You told me. Before…"

"Now, I need to dress up and go downstairs. But before, kiss me again. And nice act with Sarah"

"She's so curious!"

"Probably she, in other circumstance, would have got it. But she's devastated. Bizzy was her reference point."

"I know. Ok, I'll wait for you downstairs"

Derek went downstairs and saw his sister.

"Amy, what are you doing here?"

"I could ask you the same thing"

"I was with Sarah, she was in Seattle. I came here with her, she was devastated."

"I can see. She's drinking lot of Gin."

"It's THEIR way to face with things"

"Yes, how's Addison?"

"She's fine. Or, she's shattered but she doesn't want to show it"

"So, you guys have fallen in love once again. I'm happy about it"

"So Addison told you"

"I was joking.. You are together, again? And what about Sam? And Meredith?"

"I walked on Meredith one year ago, mum didn't tell you? And Addison is trying to leave him, but she haven't succeeded it."

"Oh, he's really in love with her. But she has never felt the same"

"Amy, don't tell it anyone. Ok?"

"Yes!"

"Hey guys" Derek said.

Naomi and Sam greeted him.

Sam was a little bit upset about his presence there.

Addison also went downstairs. She saw her workmates and friends, and just said "Thanks for coming"

Sam tried to talk to her, but she avoided him and went near her sister. She was alone near the window.

"Hey Sassy"

"Addie"

"How are you?"

"I'm sad"

"I know it's hard, but you should stop drinking"

"I know, but if I don't drink I'll show my emotions, and Bizzy doesn't want us, Forbes-Montgomery, to show our emotions. Look at you, you're perfect."

"I've cried for more than an hour. Why don't we go upstairs. As when we were little"

"No, I've to stay here."

"Ok. But stop drinking"

"Guys, I'll go sleeping." The Captain mumbled.

"We're going too." Amelia agreed "We booked an hotel"

"No, you're going to stay here. It's a big home" Archer suggested.

"Oh, ok"

Addison was alone in the kitchen, drinking a red wine glass.

"Hey, we should talk"

"Sam, there's nothing to talk. I left you and you have to face with it"

"You're with Derek?"

"It's none of your business"

"Ok, but I'll leave. It was a mistake to come here."

"Probably."

"See you soon Addison"

Addison's bed room

"Hey, honey. Come here. It was a long night. But you need to rest tonight"

"Yes, I talked to Sam. We don't need to hide ourselves anymore"

"I'm happy, honey"

"And I told Bizzy, about us. She was happy. I love you Derek"


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