Rejection

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi, if I did do you think I would be sitting here writing fiction, no because it would be a reality.

Author notes: It's not that I don't like Marco, I love him, but the idea came to my mind and I had to write it.

Warnings: Marco x Marco, and suicide I'm really sorry but I thought of it and had to do it.

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"Spinner," Marco gasped, he sped up his hand movement, arched his back and, finally, came on his stomach.

Marco, in the darkness of night grabbed a tissue to clean himself off, thinking of what it would be like with Spinner.

'Why must I be in love with someone who would never love me back.' Marco thought to himself, tears slowly welled in the corners of his eyes.

He pulled the covers up to his waist; just enough to cover his nakedness, and began to softly sob. Soon he had cried himself to sleep.

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Marco awoke to the familiar sound of the buzzing alarm, 'Why couldn't I have just not woken up?' Marco thought.

He pulled some clothes from his wardrobe, something bright and festive, something that totally clashed with his inner feelings. Since he realized his feelings for Spinner he had learned how put up really good masks, that not even Ellie could see through them. He went to his bathroom and splashed cold water to try and get rid of the puffiness, then pulled pulled out his newest friend, cover up, that matched his skin tone exactly; it had cost him a pretty penny to get it to exactly match his color. He applied the cover up to the blue tinted bags under his eyes.

He always tried to get out of his house before his parents realized he was up, today he was lucky for once, ' I don't think I could stand to look at my parents today, asking me if something was wrong,' the more he thought the more he got worked up, 'Always wanting to know why I don't tell them much anymore?'

'God just leave me the fuck alone,' He thought, then realizing that he was gonna ruin the work he took with the cover, he had to calm down.

"Marco!" he heard Ellie call from down the road, she was his best and told her almost everything, "Hey I tried to call you last night, but your parents said you had already gone to bed."

He gave her a quick hug and they linked arms," So why did you go to bed so early?" she asked him.

"I was really tired, I took a lot of notes yesterday, and it just wore on me I guess." he responded, the mask working perfectly well, as it always did, "We need to hurry up, first bell is in four minutes, and at our pace it'll take six."

So they walked to Degrassi, and got there on time, surprisingly. Marco's morning classes before lunch were boring, all he did was take notes, and read dates. Then before a period before lunch he had a study hall, he already finished his homework, and was bored, so he took out a blank notebook to doodle in. soon he looked down and realized that he had written 'Spinner' three times and had written 'Spinner X Marco' once, he flipped to the next clean page and wrote the date, and wrote a journal entry:

"This is kind of stupid, but anyhow, since you're the only one I can tell everything to. Well to start off I'm gay, most everyone knows this. But no one knows that I am in love with Spinner Mason. And I can never tell anyone, because if he found out then he would beat the fuck out of me. He would never love me, he couldn't, even if he was gay because it's not I am hot or pretty enough for him."

Just as he finished the last sentence, the bell rang, signaling the beginning of his lunch period. He went to the cafeteria grabbed a salad and sat down to eat it, when someone came up behind Marco and pulled his hair, "Hey, Marco, you got a minute?"

It was Spinner, Marco's heart skipped a beat, "umm yeah, I guess, why?"

"I just want to talk to you outside." He explained.

"Ok"

They went outside, to a secluded alleyway (a/n: I don't even know if there is an alley way at Degrassi, but in my story there is.) and Spinner looked Marco in the eyes.

"Ok, Spinner," Marco started, "wha..."

He was interrupted by Spinners lips.

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Judgemaster: There is chapter one, if you people like this, and give me three comments/reviews I'll update, and if I like your comments, I'll personally thank you in my next chapter, if there is one. I hope this turns out ok.

Spinner: Please review, maybe I'll get sex.

Marco: Umm... why am I killing myself.

Spinner: yeah why is he killing himself

Judgemaster: I can't tell you, I don't want to do it, but the idea came and I had to write it. I'm really sorry Marco.

byez everyone

Judgemaster