The Ninny and the Nun!
Summary:
I found Heaven on Earth; you are my last, my first...but then I hear this voice inside.
Taken in when she was made an orphan by an untimely accident that took her family from her while she was at home with a nanny, Kagome grew up with Gods' grace.
However, a young blonde hair, blue eyed boy soon changes everything she grew up believing, and what she grows up to be.
Anime:
InuYasha/Death Note
Couple:
Kagome/Mello
Genre:
Romance/Action/Crime: Character Death
Rated:
M (Sexual Themes, Drugs, Crime, Gunkata, Language, Blood and Gore)
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September, 1, Wednesday
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September, 1, Wednesday
You search the
scriptures, for in them
you think you have
eternal life; and these
are they which testify
of me.─ John 5:13
"Sweetheart, we'll be home soon."
It was never soon,
"We'll be back before you know it,"
They never came back.
"Love you baby,"
I Love You...
"Love you Kaggie-dear,"
I Love You...
She was lost
In so many
Different ways
Out in the
Darkness
With no guide
At the age of six, I became an orphan...
"Kagome~, help mommy clean up your room."
Words I never heard again. Where I live, I have no need for it. My room is always clean. I live in the Winchester Cathedral in England. I have my own room, which is, on more than one occasion, snuck into by a little girl with black hair and red eyes. She never say's anything, a very quiet girl who hasn't spoken a word since left on the doorstep of the Cathedral.
I know the
Cost of a
Losing hand
Never for the
Grace of god,
Go I
"Such a pretty voice my little angle has."
That was how I came to be adopted by the father and sisters of the Winchester Cathedral. Before they died, mother and father, that is, I sang for the Winchester Cathedral Juniors Choir. The father said that God's light shined within my eyes and down upon my soul. I say, God's light did me little good, if it couldn't even keep my parents safe.
I found
Heaven on
Earth
You are my
Last, my first
It was common knowledge that I didn't sing in public for...well...for anyone. I stopped singing in front of people when my parents died. Mind you, I still sing when I'm alone, but no longer in public. I don't want anyone else to hear me.
"My little angle..."
No one...no one but them...
And then, I
Hear this
Voice inside
Ave Maria~
I'm eight years old; it's been two years and a half since they died and the Father took me in. I will be turning nine in two more months, but I don't care about that.
"What does my little girl want for her birthday?"
"I can't believe she's turning six this week!"
What I want...can't be obtained...
I've been
Alone
When I'm
Surrounded
By friends
The Father treats me well, and so do the Sisters; it matters little though. Today was a field trip to Winchester Castle; I've there before, so it's no big loss if I don't go. That is why I requested to stay.
"Want to take a picture at the round table, Kagome?"
That's why...I don't wan't to go...
How could
The silence be
So loud
But I still go
Home knowing
That I've got you
Now I stand before the organ in the Nave. This was where many Charity's and of course Sunday Services were preformed. Father, of course, leaves the Nave open all the time for prayer and those who come to ask for forgiveness or confess their sins. This was one of the only time's I had to sing. The Cathedral was always closed on Saturday afternoons. So it is during this time that I sing.
"Too bad, it's closed Kagome...you can sing tomorrow."
It's during those quiet day's that I now sing...the only day's that I can sing.
There's only us
When the
Lights go down
You are my
Heaven on
Earth
The Sisters...or most of them at least, were with the father today. The rest were catching up on their sleep. That leaves me alone, so I sing...for no one...not even myself.
"Sing for me sweetie; so adorable!"
There is no one left to sing for...no one that I want to hear me sing...
You are my
Hunger, my
Thirst
I always hear
This voice
Inside
Saying
Ave Maria~
"Let's pray Kagome!"
Why...
"We are his children,"
No...I am the child of Rae and Ren Higurashi...they however, are dead...
"He watches over us,"
He does a lousy job...
Sometimes love
Can come and
Pass you by
While you're
Busy making
Plans
We were supposed to go out to dinner when they got back...
We never got the chance...Instead of spending that night with my parents at the British restaurant 'Firefly', I spent it at Chelsea and Westminster Hospital.
I don't leave the Cathedral often, rarely, if at all. I like to be alone; I don't want company, friends or a counselor whose most frequently asked question is 'How does that make you feel?' and get's paid to tell me what I'm doing wrong in life.
Suddenly hit
You and then
You realize
It's out
Of your
Hands
I can sing what I feel, but only when I'm not with people. I don't want to be heard, I want to sing alone, out of prying eyes and prying ears.
...
I can't hear them anymore...
...
As long as I sing, I can drown them out...
Baby you
Got to
Understand
You are my
Heaven on
Earth
This was my new life...singing to no one; I have the Father and Sisters, as well as the other girls in the Cathedral Boarder home for Girls, but I am still, always alone...
Why...why am I alone; surrounded by so many...yet still...still alone...
You are
My last
My first
And then I
Hear this
Voice inside
My heart hurts...hear me...I don't want to be alone. Mom...Dad...hear me, hear me sing! Let me know you're listening...say something...SAY SOMETHING!
...anything...
...
...nothing...
Ave Maria~
Ave Maria~
Ave Maria~
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I can't breath...my hearts beating so fast...I turn to see who has heard me, and there...two kids are standing at the entrance of the Nave.
'Oh God...what have I done to deserve this...'
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