The Ninny and the Nun!

Summary:

I found Heaven on Earth; you are my last, my first...but then I hear this voice inside.

Taken in when she was made an orphan by an untimely accident that took her family from her while she was at home with a nanny, Kagome grew up with Gods' grace.

However, a young blonde hair, blue eyed boy soon changes everything she grew up believing, and what she grows up to be.

Anime:

InuYasha/Death Note

Couple:

Kagome/Mello

Genre:

Romance/Action/Crime: Character Death

Rated:

M (Sexual Themes, Drugs, Crime, Gunkata, Language, Blood and Gore)

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September, 1, Wednesday

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September, 1, Wednesday

You search the

scriptures, for in them

you think you have

eternal life; and these

are they which testify

of me.─ John 5:13

"Sweetheart, we'll be home soon."

It was never soon,

"We'll be back before you know it,"

They never came back.

"Love you baby,"

I Love You...

"Love you Kaggie-dear,"

I Love You...

She was lost

In so many

Different ways

Out in the

Darkness

With no guide

At the age of six, I became an orphan...

"Kagome~, help mommy clean up your room."

Words I never heard again. Where I live, I have no need for it. My room is always clean. I live in the Winchester Cathedral in England. I have my own room, which is, on more than one occasion, snuck into by a little girl with black hair and red eyes. She never say's anything, a very quiet girl who hasn't spoken a word since left on the doorstep of the Cathedral.

I know the

Cost of a

Losing hand

Never for the

Grace of god,

Go I

"Such a pretty voice my little angle has."

That was how I came to be adopted by the father and sisters of the Winchester Cathedral. Before they died, mother and father, that is, I sang for the Winchester Cathedral Juniors Choir. The father said that God's light shined within my eyes and down upon my soul. I say, God's light did me little good, if it couldn't even keep my parents safe.

I found

Heaven on

Earth

You are my

Last, my first

It was common knowledge that I didn't sing in public for...well...for anyone. I stopped singing in front of people when my parents died. Mind you, I still sing when I'm alone, but no longer in public. I don't want anyone else to hear me.

"My little angle..."

No one...no one but them...

And then, I

Hear this

Voice inside

Ave Maria~

I'm eight years old; it's been two years and a half since they died and the Father took me in. I will be turning nine in two more months, but I don't care about that.

"What does my little girl want for her birthday?"

"I can't believe she's turning six this week!"

What I want...can't be obtained...

I've been

Alone

When I'm

Surrounded

By friends

The Father treats me well, and so do the Sisters; it matters little though. Today was a field trip to Winchester Castle; I've there before, so it's no big loss if I don't go. That is why I requested to stay.

"Want to take a picture at the round table, Kagome?"

That's why...I don't wan't to go...

How could

The silence be

So loud

But I still go

Home knowing

That I've got you

Now I stand before the organ in the Nave. This was where many Charity's and of course Sunday Services were preformed. Father, of course, leaves the Nave open all the time for prayer and those who come to ask for forgiveness or confess their sins. This was one of the only time's I had to sing. The Cathedral was always closed on Saturday afternoons. So it is during this time that I sing.

"Too bad, it's closed Kagome...you can sing tomorrow."

It's during those quiet day's that I now sing...the only day's that I can sing.

There's only us

When the

Lights go down

You are my

Heaven on

Earth

The Sisters...or most of them at least, were with the father today. The rest were catching up on their sleep. That leaves me alone, so I sing...for no one...not even myself.

"Sing for me sweetie; so adorable!"

There is no one left to sing for...no one that I want to hear me sing...

You are my

Hunger, my

Thirst

I always hear

This voice

Inside

Saying

Ave Maria~

"Let's pray Kagome!"

Why...

"We are his children,"

No...I am the child of Rae and Ren Higurashi...they however, are dead...

"He watches over us,"

He does a lousy job...

Sometimes love

Can come and

Pass you by

While you're

Busy making

Plans

We were supposed to go out to dinner when they got back...

We never got the chance...Instead of spending that night with my parents at the British restaurant 'Firefly', I spent it at Chelsea and Westminster Hospital.

I don't leave the Cathedral often, rarely, if at all. I like to be alone; I don't want company, friends or a counselor whose most frequently asked question is 'How does that make you feel?' and get's paid to tell me what I'm doing wrong in life.

Suddenly hit

You and then

You realize

It's out

Of your

Hands

I can sing what I feel, but only when I'm not with people. I don't want to be heard, I want to sing alone, out of prying eyes and prying ears.

...

I can't hear them anymore...

...

As long as I sing, I can drown them out...

Baby you

Got to

Understand

You are my

Heaven on

Earth

This was my new life...singing to no one; I have the Father and Sisters, as well as the other girls in the Cathedral Boarder home for Girls, but I am still, always alone...

Why...why am I alone; surrounded by so many...yet still...still alone...

You are

My last

My first

And then I

Hear this

Voice inside

My heart hurts...hear me...I don't want to be alone. Mom...Dad...hear me, hear me sing! Let me know you're listening...say something...SAY SOMETHING!

...anything...

...

...nothing...

Ave Maria~

Ave Maria~

Ave Maria~

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I can't breath...my hearts beating so fast...I turn to see who has heard me, and there...two kids are standing at the entrance of the Nave.

'Oh God...what have I done to deserve this...'

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