This
world will never be
what I expected
"Bella?" his voice came to my ears and I turned to face him. He was frowning and staring at me.
"Please" I said, I tore my gaze from him "Please, just leave me alone" He sighed and then I felt his arms around my waist. I gasped and a tear fell down my cheek.
And
if I don't belong
who would have guessed it
I will not leave
alone
"I will never leave you" his breath hot against my ear, another tear. I shoved him away.
"No!" I cried. The tears fell freely and he stared at me, no emotion on his face. He walked up to stroke my face, even though I tried to push him away.
"I'm sorry" he said. He wrapped his arms around me and ignored my thrashing and hitting.
Everything
that I own
to make you feel like it's not too late
It's never
too late
"I
HATE YOU, GET AWAY!!" I cried, pounding on his chest, but he never
flinched, just held me in his strong grip, not wanting to let
go. Even
if I say
it'll be alright
still I hear you say
you want to
end your life
"It will be alright" he said, softly "It's ok if you hate me, but……" His voice faded and he kissed the top of my head. That made me angrier. But instead of trying to push away, I just let him hold me.
Now
and again we try
to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it
around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
My mind went back to the woods. Edward and Jacob's confrontation. Jacob's body was shaking furiously.
"You
filthy bloodsucker, look what you've done to her!" Jacob shouted.
Edward looked over at me. My body was paler than normal, my eyes were
a topaz color, and I was thrashing on the ground because of the pain.
No
one will ever see
this side reflected
and if there's something
wrong
who would have guessed it
"Bella" he said, feeling ashamed, and then he got angry, turning back to Jacob. "Do you think I chose to do that to her?!" he screamed. Jacob froze for a second, and then looked at him with daggers.
And I have left alone
Everything
that I own
to make you feel like
it's not too late
It's
never too late
I
stopped thinking about it for a second, hearing his voice
again. Even
if I say
it'll be alright
"Bella, please it's ok if you don't want to forgive me, but I love you and don't want you to do anything that may harm yourself, because of this" he said, sounding as If he really did care.
Still
I hear you say
you want to end your life
now and again we
try
to just stay alive
I finally pulled away from him and stared a him shocked. Then I went to the flashback again. I started to cry.
Maybe
we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too
late
Jacob
pounced on Edward and they growled and rolled on and off of each
other. I tried to scream at them, but the only scream there was, was
a scream of pain each time.
The
world we knew
won't come back
the time we've lost
There
was blood and screams of pain coming from them, but it seemed too
distant. The pain began to subside. I opened my eyes fully. I wished
I hadn't…..
Can't
get back
the life we had
won't be ours again
He
stood there and stared at the body of the other, saying nothing, even
though he sensed me, behind him. He then turned and looked at me………my
eyes widened in fear at the DEAD body lying at his feet……
This
world will never be Even
if I say
What I expected
And if I don't belong
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to
end your life
I
wanted him to leave, now, and never come back. But he just stood
there, as still as stone. He shook his head.
Now
and again we try
to just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it
around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
"I'll
never leave you Bella" he said, and he came to me, but for some
reason I didn't protest when he took me and held me in his arms, I
just cryed and hugged him back.
Maybe
we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too
late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too
late
We stood there holding each other, I sighed. I knew I would never forgive him for what he's done……
"Edward"
(Ok not very good, but It was bugging me and I had to get it out of my head somehow, so I hope you like it, please comment! )
