A/N:Ok so I never really thought that Rachel was completely over Percy so this is basically unrequited love.
A Little Bit Jealous
I sat at the campfire and watched them kiss...again. I don't think they ever look at anyone else but each other. I knew that I sounded like a five year old, but I couldn't help thinking that this situation was so unfair. I could hear my dad's voice in my head now, "Rachel, stop acting like a little kid, life's not fair." I sighed, put my headphones in my ears, and turned the music all the way up. I was trying to tune out Annabeth's and Percy's laughter, but it wasn't working. Everything was so loud, and my thoughts kept drifting back to Percy's sea green eyes and his black, messy hair no matter how hard I tried to block them out. I hated myself for thinking this, but I wished that Percy never liked Annabeth, and that she was the one sitting and watching the person she loves love someone else. I immediately stopped that train of thought and scolded myself for wishing that on such a great person like Annabeth. It isn't her fault I'm just a stupid mortal and Percy could never love me like I loved him, but I knew that even if I was a demigod Percy wouldn't have chosen me. I just chose not to admit that fact because I liked the idea that Percy wanted to be with me but just couldn't. I glanced over at the happy couple again and immediately regreted it because she was leaning into him and they both fit perfectly together like they were meant to be in each other's arms. This thought made me feel sick. I thought back to when I told Percy I was going to be an oracle. I knew I was going to be able to host the Oracle of Delphi's spirit, but I wasn't sure if I wanted to. I would have to cut off all romance and I didn't know if I was willing to stay away from Percy. Then, I saw him look at Annabeth with so much worry and concern that it was strange to think one person could contain all of that emotion. This is when I figured out Percy loved Annabeth. My heart was shattered and tears were threatining to fall, but I put on my brave face. I told him we couldn't be together and we could still be friends, but the only reason I did this is because I knew Percy would never love me the way I loved him, so I watched him and Annabeth and pretended that I was happy for them. I pretended I thought they were the most adorable thing since Helen and Paris, and I pretended I only loved Percy as a friend. I watched them look into each other's eyes like nothing else mattered and I realized even if I was the Oracle and couldn't have relationships, I couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous.