I haven't updated in ages because stuff had been happening so I've written this quickly and will post my next chapter of Darkworld tonight or tomorrow.

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them.

Spiritshipping of course, music, check. Drabble, starting now.

1)Misunderstood –Dream Theater (Johan)

I stood there all by myself, the cool winds whipped around me but I couldn't leave just yet. I'd been waiting for this moment for too long and I didn't know how I would feel if he didn't come. He was already an hour late and snow was beginning to fall. I sighed, will myself not to cry; I knew that I couldn't expect him to drop his 'superhero' life just for me.

Just as I was about to leave I felt a hand on my shoulder. "I thought you wouldn't come," I said.

"I promised, didn't I?" he said as more of a statement than a question.

"No I just thought that you'd be too busy, that I wasn't important enough for you anymore."

Judai shook his head and placed a chaste kiss on my lips. "I could never abandon you. I not perfect but I hope that I am enough for you."

All I could to was smile as I wrapped my arms tightly around him.

2)Walking in The Rain – The Valves. (Judai)

I found out that Manjoume had been cheating on me, I had thought that he liked me for who I was but it turned out that he only dated me in the first place because someone had broken up with him and I was the rebound. I decided from this point on that I wouldn't let anything like this happen again, my heart was already damaged and I didn't want it to get worse.

It had been three years and I had kept my promise, a few people had asked me out but I couldn't forget about him and I always politely turned them down. I rushed to my afternoon class hoping that I wouldn't be late as rain started to trickle down. The sun refracted through the rain and created a rainbow, I gasped, not because it looked so beautiful but because the boy in front of it did. I felt the need to get to know him better and once I did who know what would happen in the future?

3)Lost- Visions of Atlantis. (Could really be either but I'm going to say Judai)

I woke up in a sweat caused by a horrible dream. Clutching at the empty sheets beside me I realised that the dream had in fact been a memory. Getting up I went to the kitchen to grab a drink of water and the face that haunted my dreams was everywhere I went. My mind was playing tricks on me, hoping to keep me sane by letting me live in old memories, memories with you in it but it was actually making me worse.

I had to let you go though for the life of me I didn't want to. You'd told me to live on but I instead had lived in the past. With a new determination I decided to continue my life, never forgetting you but instead holding you in my heart, making you proud until the day I died and joined you.

4)Mr. Blue Sky- Electric Light Orchestra. (Johan)

The sun was shining is the sky not a rain cloud in sight. With a bounce in my step I grabbed my swimming gear and texted Judai to meet outside his house because we were going to the beach; it would be the first time we've been able to go since the summer holidays had began. I asked my mum if I could borrow the car and with no reservations she let me, it was the perk to getting good marks at school.

Minutes later I was waiting patiently outside Judai's house, who for once wasn't sleeping in, personally I think it was because school wasn't on. He came out quickly and we drove to the beach, only him and I none of our other friends. We played in the water after lying in the beating sun; the cool water was a pleasant shock to the system. It didn't seem as though we'd been there that long but before we knew it the sun was setting it the sky. We got out of the water and as I turned to see the scenery, the sight of Judai against the sunset was breathtaking. Before I knew it I found my lips on his and was pleasantly surprised when he in turn began to kiss me back.

5)The Count of Tuscany- Dreamtheater (just my luck another Dream theatre song and this one's going to be long due to it being a 19minute song...) (Judai)

I love travelling, I'd been around most of the world and my journeys had managed to get me to some foreign road in Tuscany and I was thoroughly lost and hungry. Standing on the side of the road I continued to walk, hoping that I'd be able to hitch a ride though I doubted that this far from civilisation I would somehow get a lift. It was going to be dark soon and I was giving up hope until I saw an old styled black car come up the long and windy road. With one hand I crossed my finger and with the other I held out my thumb begging the gods that I would be lucky.

My prayers were answered when a strange bluenette man, pulled over telling me to get in. He asked me where I wanted to go but since I had no idea he offered to take me to his home to stay the night and drop me off in a town tomorrow when he went to get groceries. With great joy I accepted, we talked along the way to his house and I could almost feel myself being attached to him, Johan. When we arrived, it turned out that that he didn't merely live in a house but more like a mansion.

We were greeted by another man that looked exactly the same as Johan except his hair was darker and his eyes were orange instead of green. As Johan showed me around I learnt that his brother's name was Jehu and a character from a book had been based on him...the character was a cannibal curator...not exactly good news.

Johan told me history of what had happened in the castle like how a long time ago, in times of war soldiers used to hide in barrels full of wine, never to escape and ended up dying there. He then took me down to the cellar and offered me a glass of wine, many older than me by hundreds of years. I hurriedly rejected his offer, not forgetting the story. In the light the friendly man that I met on the road suddenly seem menacing and I couldn't help but feel a little frightened for my life; that down in this cellar would be the last place I was alive. I didn't know what I had done to deserve this.

"Please don't hurt me; it's just a circumstance that I'm here."

It seemed as though he recognised the fear in my eyes and sighed sadly. "You do realise that none of these stories are real right."

I nodded my head quickly, "Yeah of course," I replied, my voice shaking giving me away

"It's just how we live in this castle and as the Count of Tuscany I have to hold up the traditions, it's just how we live here. I guess that's why we don't get many visitors out here," He looked down his bangs covering his face, "I understand if you would like to leave."

I caressed his cheek bringing his head up so he would look me in the eyes. "No, I'll stay, if you'll still have me, of course?"

A smile brightened his face and I couldn't help but smile back, it was contagious. He kissed me on the cheek, whispering in my ear a thank you and I made a promise to myself that I would try to always keep in contact with him. I didn't want him to ever feel lonely again, not if I could help it.

6)Reach out (And Regret) –Pain (I don't know how I'm going to do this one...) (Johan)

I had seen the world for what it really was and it wasn't a nice place. The world that I grew up in my child hood was different to the real world. I was minding my own business and just because I sported rainbow shoelaces someone thought that it was their right to go a trip me up and be nasty. I could almost hear my father's voice in my head saying, 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.' Sadly I didn't believe in that anymore.

I curled my hands into a fist as brought them but then a duo coloured brunette stood in my way and said, "It's not worth it, just let it go."

His big brown eyes looked at me pleadingly and I couldn't help but notice that he was sporting a rainbow coloured charm on his necklace. I smiled at his childish innocence and said, "Only if you go on a date with me."

He said yes...

7)Energize Me- After Forever. (Johan)

We were only friends but I was sure that it would have been impossible for him not to see the passion burning between us, other could see it but then sometimes Judai was really just that dense. Even at his simple friendly touches I felt a powerful shock travel through my body and into my heart making it both stop and start at the same time.

As time went by the flame didn't wane but just continued to grow stronger and eventually I couldn't take it anymore. In the middle of class Judai was peaking at my work and I said, "I love you," loudly, too loudly and with a blush on his face he returned the sentiments.

Instead of getting into trouble I heard the teacher say "Finally." And was glad that finally had come.

8)Ultimate Sacrifice- Circus Maximus (One of my favourites.) (Judai)

I had come out on the other end of something that I wanted to forget but knew I couldn't. I didn't know what had initially brought me to the dark abyss that was insanity but I knew one of the things that brought me back, a bluenette who I had never learnt the name of. The sad thing about it was that I was sure that he was only a figment of my dreams, from when I tried to end it all.

I had to stay at the hospital, in the mental ward, a little longer for a final analysis of my psyche though really I wanted to go home. I had to do all these different mental exercise with my psychiatrist and even on the first day he said I didn't have much longer till I could go home. Two weeks into it while eating lunch with the others a person diagnosed with anorexia collapsed onto the ground, doctors were called in and then I recognised one of them, the man from my dream, the one I had fallen for even though I hadn't yet met him.

Only a week later my psychiatrist said I was fit to go and so I went straight to the other side of the hospital and asked the receptionist if she could tell me where I could find the bluenette that had saved both my physical body and my mind. She said she couldn't give out that information but to my luck the man walked out obviously ready to go home. I went to him and gave him a hug. "Thank you," I said, tears pooling in my eyes.

He hugged me back and for a while we just stood there in each other's arms. I couldn't have been happier.

9)Bullet for your Gun- Black river Drive. (The lead singer's really nice) (Johan)

Dear Judai.

It wasn't my fault what had happened in the past but I was there at the wrong place at the wrong time and became the easy scapegoat but then you happened to see through their lies, you were the only one who didn't persecute me in the town where no one went near me in fear of being dragged down to my level.

You tried to get to know me and though it took a lot of persuasion on your part you managed to get close to me. I fell in love with you and you fell in love with me but then realisation dawned on me, I was nothing compared to the perfection that was you and with my imperfection I was tainting you.

I'm sorry that I can't continue to hurt you so it'd be best if we ended it now.

A hand grabbed mine not letting me sign my name. "Johan you're perfect to me, once we leave school we can run away together. Just be with me because without you I'd be lost..."

Speechless I dropped my pen; maybe love would win in this case...

10) Goodbye Apathy- One Republic (I can't believe I've had no Kamelot or Nightwish in here, but then I guess it was all luck...or unluck...)

He was out of my league; my friendship circle didn't met his buy miles. Yet every time we locked eyes in the corridor I found it harder to breathe, lost my train of thought and quite a few times I accidently made an idiot by walking into a door. His friends laughed but he didn't. Johan Anderson was the bright eyed sporting and academic star of our school, the one who would probably never talk to me, the weird gay kid.

The ball was coming up but I didn't expect to get a date, my school may not have been known as homophobic but it didn't give the sterling impression for being a gay loving school. I went with my friend Shou and his boyfriend Manjoume, who came from another school. I watched the happy couples dancing and wished for once I could be out there too.

I also kept an eye on Johan but he didn't dance either, I saw him sigh and walk over to me. "Hey do you want to dance?"

With his bright green eyes on me how could I ever say no?

(Hope that it was okay, the songs may be unheard of but I love them. Review and if you want take up the challenge.)