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Forgotten
Sora stood there before me once again. "Sora you're back!" I shouted running to him and hugging him fiercely, possessively he was mine once more! And then I looked up behind him and there She was behind him!
"What is she doing here!" I hissed in his ear.
"I know Kairi but…"
I cut him off "- I don't want her here! She is the reason you forgot me; she's responsible for this mess!"
"Kairi!" he responded reproachfully and I really didn't care, "Please keep it down, she'll hear you," he pleaded, hands resting on my shoulders.
"I'll be as loud as I like!" I shot back stubbornly, pushing his hands away. "And who cares if she hears anyway, it's true!" I put my hands on my hips and scowled.
"But Kairi!"
I poked my finger into his chest. Hard. "Don't you even 'but Kairi' me!" I wanted to scream. I wanted to find something to just grind to dust, and I really, really didn't want to look at Her anymore. "Did you forget everything? Everything we worked for, all we wanted, all I waited for? Sora I waited for you for all those years. Years! Why? Because of what she did! I'm not about to forgive her for that!"
With that thought I brushed past him to get to her, "What are you doing back here? I thought I told you to never show your face again! I don't want to see you and Sora doesn't want you either!" I raged, shouting at her and she just stood there and took it.
"Kairi please," Sora took my shoulder to calm me, rubbing circles along the shoulder blade, but I'd barely gotten started.
"Do you know how much you messed me up? What about Sora?" She flinched and I continued, "You knew what he wanted, what we'd both wanted and you came around and messed it all up!" I pointed at her and scowled. She'd made me hurt so, so much and now she finally would too. That idea was very refreshing somehow. "You knew what you were doing, you'd went through his memories and everything in them told you not to interfere didn't it?" I hissed.
She didn't respond only looked away, staring guiltily at the floor.
The circles stopped and instead I felt a gentle but insistent pressure on my shoulder but chose to ignore it. If I looked at him I'd lose my nerve. I knew it. So just one at a time, one thing at a time otherwise it'd swallow me up all over again. This was all too much! "And it's too bad. I think maybe you can begin to understand, maybe it's hurting you too, but it's not the same. I had him back and then he remembered you and had to go make sure you were okay." He left me. He left me again for someone who hurt him. For Her and some stupid promise. I clenched my fists so much I was pretty sure I'd have marks for weeks. I wanted to punch her in that perfect little face. Maybe Sora won't like her as much then huh? "I won't ever forget that you're the one who was wrong. Ever!" I shot at her and she winced and flinched but didn't respond.
"Kairi, please calm down," Sora murmured again and I turned to him. I loved him. I loved him, loved him, loved him. I loved him so much it hurt and he still couldn't see it! He had to go chasing after some strange girl instead of staying with me. Why wasn't I ever, ever enough to make him stay, to make anyone stay? Wasn't I good enough? Would he rather be with Her?
"Don't patronize me!" I ground out, slapping his hand away, pushing at his chest, and making him stumble slightly as I stalked off. He was taking her side again! Why did this keep happening? Why did he keep leaving me? I waited for him! I trusted him dammit! Not her. Not her! So why did he do all this for her? Didn't he care about me? I-I thought he loved me. That he'd come back and we could have our happily ever after. And, and, and now it was all falling apart. I couldn't let him go. I didn't want to lose him. I couldn't lose him not ever ever ever. And then I couldn't help myself my emotions overflowed and I burst into tears.
I need to be strong! I thought, angrily wiping the tears away. Sora gently called to me "Kairi?" He tried to put an arm around my shoulder but I shrugged it off and ran. I wanted to start over just me and Sora. Couldn't we do that? Just pretend nothing had ever happened? Ignore the blonde girl?
I sat on the beach alone, collecting my thoughts until Sora came over, "Kairi… I'm sorry," he whispered gently. "But what's wrong really?"
"You forgot me," I mumbled miserably. "And then you left me again to check on her… I couldn't take it. You were… everything to me. Everything I wanted. I won't be forgotten again. I can't handle it."
"It's okay," he soothed as I slowly relaxed into his shoulder. Just please let this feeling last a little longer. I want to feel like maybe he's still mine.
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A/N: hope you liked it. please review! chapter inspired by the song 'forgotten' by avril lavigne
link to the song below:
http:/ www. youtube. com/watch?v=062LjiSFIGA&feature=related (delete the spaces and you should be good to go)
this is a sequel to haunted so you may want to go back and read that.
my apologies if Kairi is OOC but she is insanely jealous so yeah. Sora may be OOC too but they are supposed to have changed and matured to a point and even sora can be serious so yeah and this is set a good while after KHII.
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Also this story is the sequel to Haunted. You don't have to read it but it might help the context.
