Summary; Evelyn Biers lives a really hard life in Forks. After the death of her parents she stays in the rainy, almost deserted town to escape reality and look for her long lost brother Riley Biers. It seems hopeless. She is dying inside, has nowhere to go an no escape. What happens if she comes in touch with the world of vampires and supernatural? Will she find a reason to live? or will she give up? What will happen if she started to live with the Volturi?

Alec x Evelyn. With the Cullens & Volturi.

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Chapter 1

My pitiful life

It was raining and cold. Like the sky was crying. Something not so unusual for this town. If you could even call it a town. It only had a few streets and one small high school. And on days like this no one was outside. So this town always looked lost to me.

I wore the same clothes as yesterday. A ripped blue Jeans and a long black sweatshirt. My shoes were worn out, like everything else. But I didn't care. My long, dark blonde hair was curly and wild. But usually it looked beautiful the way it was.

To others I looked sick because I was weak, had a really pale face and was thin. I had dark bruises under my eyes. I wasn't sick, just extremely tired of life and breakable. Everyday I tried get trough life. High school wasn't something I wished for. I was sick of being here, surrounded by happy, immature teenagers and their fake facade. I walked trough the hallways and entered my first class.

I was the first one. I sat in the last row, next to the window. It was winter so it was still dark outside even though it was almost 8am. I saw my face in the window, brown eyes staring back at me. To be honest, I looked like a mess. My sweatshirt was dirty, my socks were wet. My hair was wet and the curls looked like a mess. I would definitely get sick. But I didn't care. Thank god I was sitting next to the heater so my hair and clothes dried quickly.

Edward Cullen and his girlfriend came into the room and sat beside me. It was embarrassing. I looked like I didn't belong here. They were so beautiful, with golden eyes and perfect face. And obviously they were rich. But they didn't think they were gods, for which I was thankful. Bella turned her face to me and smiled an angelic smile. "Morning Evelyn", she said.

I just nodded at her, not trusting my voice. The day passed like every other day.. slow. School was boring as usual. I was all by myself, walking from one lesson to the next. Bella tried to be nice to me, maybe befriend me. It was so nice of her, but I didn't trust anyone.. She should stay in her happy, perfect bubble. I didn't want a friend to share my awful life with.

I walked alone in the rain, the strong rain pouring down on me. At least my books would be dry in my leather bag. I was soaked and cold. I saw everyone drive home with their cars, where some mother would wait with dinner for them and a father who would come back from work. They would eat together, tell boring stories about today and maybe be happy... I couldn't stop the pain. I was all alone, I had no one.

My brother, Riley, disappeared over a year ago. After graduating he went to Seattle to work there. He was sick of this small town. After he disappeared, my family broke apart. My father started to drink and died because he drove drunk. A scandal in this small town. He had stopped working so we had some financial problems. My mother just thought about herself. She committed suicide a few weeks ago. The state took away our house.

They let me alone because I was almost 18 anyway. Sometimes I slept at my aunts house, but she didn't like me. She was just pissed about everything I did. Other times I would just stay in the school, hiding somewhere. Today I couldn't go anywhere. Thank god we still had our car. I had no money for the petrol so I couldn't drive to school with it. But at least it didn't rain in there.

I was hungry but the supermarket had already closed. And I didn't have much money anyway. I should go work, but there wasn't any job for teenagers here. I ate something in school. Our car was big enough for me to sleep in it. It was standing in the forest beside a small road. Almost no one came here. I opened the unlocked door and threw my bag inside. After getting inside I closed the door from inside and lied down. It was still extremely cold. And the heater wasn't working. I couldn't sleep. I was freezing, soaked and sad.

I wouldn't go to school tomorrow or anytime soon. Whats the point anyway? I was better than most of the students and the lessons were boring me. You only needed to graduate to have a future, go to college. I wouldn't go to college or have a future in any way.

Slowly I fell half asleep, shivering and crying.

Emmett's POV ^.^

It has been two weeks since we last hunted. Rosalie was getting impatient. And there was nothing good about Rosalie being impatient... Alice and Edward wanted to come with us for some reason. I didn't ask why. We dressed in simple clothes and ran into the dark woods, searching for prey. Even in simple clothes Rosalie looked like a goddess. I couldn't help thinking about her all the time, which annoyed Edward to no end. "Emmett, please. keep your thought for yourself", Edward said pleadingly. Rosalie knew what I was thinking about and she smiled at me, giving me a small kiss. She turned around and ran.

We tried to stay away from Forks as much as possible. Sometimes crazy people wandered in the woods, and we didn't want accidents to happen when were in hunting mood. We split. Edward went with Rosalie in the mountain direction. Alice followed me trough the thick forest. We would be home earlier if we were hunting in the near. I wanted to watch the Football game I have been waiting for a whole month.

After hunting Alice and I took a short cut trough some side-way no one used. Suddenly we heard a faint heartbeat. It was slow and unregular. The smell of the human was faint because of the rain. Who would be out here at this time and this weather? Maybe the person was hurt... At least I smelled no blood.

I could see that Alice was confused too. We both ran toward the heartbeat. A really old, broken car was standing on the street. We silently approached the car and looked into the car. There she was. A girl, no older than Edward, was lying in the backseat, soaked and crying silently. Her hair was covered with her hoodie. I could see that she was freezing. She was shivering. Her bag was lying on the front seat.

Her heartbeat was really low. "Oh my god",I said, too low to disturb the petite girl. "What the hell w... I know her. Evelyn Biers. She lost her whole family. You remember Victorias army?", Alice asked me. I just nodded. That wasn't a pleasant memory. "Riley Biers was one of the newborns Victoria used. Edward and Seth killed him. He was her brother", Alice said slowly. Poor girl... "Alice, we can't let her stay here. I didn't know she was living like this. No one deserves this. And she seems really sick", I said, trying to convince Alice to take Evelyn with us.

"I know... But we should head home first. I don't think she will willingly follow people with blood on their shirts. And I rather take Esme with me. I don't want to scare her", she said. I agreed. What she needed last was a heart attack. Alice and I started to run as fast as possible. She might be just a human, but no one deserved to be like this. She somehow reminded me of Bella when Edward left her. Of course I never was there, but Bella shared her memories with me once.

Evelyns POV

I didn't know how much time passed. Not much though because I was still tired. There were lights outside.. maybe thats what woke me up. Shocked I got up quietly, the small room of the car not leaving me much space anyway. My heart was racing. There was a black Mercedes limousine standing outside, just a few meter away from here. The lights in the car weren't on so I couldn't see who was in it. The doors opened and two people came out. I couldn't make out their faces. This was the time in life, where you should run til you collapsed at some point.

But I was frozen. The figures moved slowly toward me. I didn't think that my locked doors would keep them from reaching me. As they came near me, I could make out their figure. Two woman. One I recognized as Alice Cullen, with her glowing honey-colored eyes and dark, short hair. She was small and thin, I didn't think she could harm me... The woman next to her was taller with caramel-colored hair and a heart-shaped face. She had also those golden eyes.

They only wore normal shirts and jeans, nothing to protect them from the coldness. They stopped at my door, knocking nicely. what the hell?
"Evelyn? Would you please open the door? We don't want to harm you", Alice said and smiled at me.

Something about her voice made me trust her. They were just two women, they couldn't harm me... But why where they here?
I opened my door slowly and got out of the car. I wondered what I looked like to them. A drug-addicted girl with no home? I looked like a mess, I just knew it. And I was so tired.. I could barely stand.

I think it was just too much for me. My vision turned slowly to black, I fell to my knees, feeling numb. I didn't know what happened next, I just felt like I wouldn't wake up again...

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